Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Rain Check

    Originally published online March 2, 2019 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Neuf — available here
    This piece can also be found in the collection psalms 2000:17-24 — available on Amazon here

    Rain Check by Melodie Yvonne

    A rain check on my moral gain
    Will not be good another day
    You grow & learn & let in change
    Or else you wilt & fade away

    I know ‘cause I got way off track
    Got stuck in place a while back
    And now I’ve got to get me movin’
    Got to get myself a’groovin’

    Got to find the hope I lost
    I’m in too deep, my soul’s the cost
    And I’m no longer one to lose
    I’m not the one that’s all confused

    I’ll not sit here & waste away
    While you stay gone another day
    I’m not the one that’s taking flight
    Now I’m the one that’s here to fight

    A rain check on our moral gain
    Will not be good another day
    We grow & learn & let in change
    Or else we’ll wilt & fade away

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • You On Repeat

    Originally published online Feb 13, 2019 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Neuf — available here

    You On Repeat by Melodie Yvonne

    I loved your heart there from the start but soon we came undone
    We drank and raged most every day until it wasn’t fun
    But if we could erase history and relive it all again
    I’d rewind every second and replay until the end

    I’d follow you around the world just hoping for a glimpse
    My butterflies would flip-flop at the thought of just a chance
    But this time I’d say all those words I never got to say
    I’d be walkin’ right behind you ‘stead of walkin’ right away

    If we could erase history and relive it all again
    I’d rewind every second and replay until the end
    I’d dance through all the good times and I’d sway through every heartache
    Then I’d put you on repeat so we’d still be together always

    I wouldn’t run from thunderclouds that never even rained
    I’d open my umbrella and I’d shield you from the pain
    I wouldn’t need to say those words I never got to say
    ‘Cause I’d follow you down Main with love written across my face

    If we could erase history and relive it all again
    I’d rewind every second and replay until the end
    I’d dance through all the good times and I’d sway through every heartache
    Then I’d put you on repeat so we’d still be together always

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • Come Back Home

    Originally published online Jan 14, 2019 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Neuf — available here

    Come Back Home by Melodie Yvonne

    How can it be over when it never really started?
    But if it’s still not over how come I’m here brokenhearted?
    How could you just leave me in the spotlight all alone?
    I would give up every second if you just would come back home

    How can it be over when I never said goodbye?
    Where did all that love go that I saw inside your eyes?
    How can you just walk away from all we made together
    The first second that you saw a bit of tumultuous weather?

    How can it be over I will never really know
    Somehow I knew you’d leave but I still can’t believe you’d go
    I said I wanted nothing but I guess I must’ve lied
    ‘Cause all I can do since you left is just sit around and cry

    How can it be over when it never did begin?
    If something’s got no start then how the hell’s it got an end?
    I don’t know if it’s your fault or it’s my fault I’m alone
    But I’d give up every second if you just would come back home

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • We Are All

    Originally published online Jan 11, 2019 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Neuf — available here

    We Are All by Melodie Yvonne

    We are all broken
    But we are all fixed
    We are all patched up
    But our parts are all mixed

    We are all happy
    But we are all sad
    We are all apathetic
    But we are all mad

    We are all glued together
    But we’re all torn apart
    We’ve all been in love
    But we’ve had broken hearts

    We are all all for one
    Yet we’re all so alone
    But we’d still have each other
    If you’d just come home

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • Taking A Swim

    Originally published online Jan 10, 2019 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Neuf — available here

    Taking A Swim by Melodie Yvonne

    Swimming in a sea of endless negativity
    I’m drowning
    Crying and praying for just a breath of air
    Wishing you had dug a little just until you found me
    But I had to save myself ‘cause you weren’t there

    Clawing my way out of all this self-inflicted doubt
    gets harder
    How does it hurt more each passing day?
    Filled with deep regret for all the things I don’t confess
    And all this pain inside me just won’t go away

    I try to wear a smile but it only lasts a while
    I’m fakin’
    Hidin’ in these walls that just get higher
    Finally get some air but feel like no one really cares I waste it
    Usin’ it as fuel to fan my fire

    Swimming in a sea of endless negativity
    I’m drowning
    Crying and praying for just a breath of air
    Wishing you had dug a little just until you found me
    But I had to save myself ‘cause you weren’t there

    Swimming in a sea of endless negativity
    I’m drowning
    Crying and praying for just a breath of air
    Wishing you had dug a little just until you found me
    Now I’m tryin’ to save myself ‘cause you’re not here

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • Passin’ Time

    Originally published online Jan 9, 2019 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Neuf — available here

    Passin’ Time by Melodie Yvonne

    Everything is quiet in this big old empty house
    Just the ticking of the clock echoes my heart
    There’s a cold draft creepin’ in that chills me right down to the bone
    And I’m wondering how things ever got so far

    I don’t know what I’ll do to get through these long chilly winter nights
    Don’t know how I’m gonna make it here alone
    Don’t know how I’m gonna get through these cold January days
    Without the hope of us to keep me goin’

    Everything’s so quiet in this big old empty house
    There’s nothing here to drown my yappin’ brain
    It’s just a mess of maybes, how comes, what if‘s, and a couple why’s
    That are dancin’ ‘round and driving me insane

    I don’t know how I’m gonna keep together this old crumpled mess
    Not sure how I’m gonna get you off my mind
    How I’m gonna make it now is anybody’s guess
    And now this life just feels like passin’ time

    I don’t know what I’ll do to get through these long chilly winter nights
    Don’t know how I’m gonna make it here alone
    Don’t know how I’m gonna get through these cold January days
    Without the hope of us to keep me goin’

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • Worlds Apart

    Originally published online Dec 28, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Worlds Apart by Melodie Yvonne

    I never said I was mad at you for all the things you didn’t do
    I don’t know how you broke my heart when we was always worlds apart
    I don’t know how there’s all this pain from never seeing you again
    I don’t know how you held my heart when we are worlds apart

    I don’t know how you gave away my heart I put out for display
    I truly thought there’d be no other now you’ve done left with another
    And now it’s just another day tears crashing down like tidal waves
    My love for you it pulls me under echoes through my soul like thunder

    Now I don’t know what to do if I can’t be a part of you
    I didn’t think you’d break my heart if I kept you a world apart
    If you were just a fantasy I thought there’d be no harm to me
    I don’t know how you’ve held my heart when we are worlds apart

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • Doubt

    Originally published online Dec 21, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here
    This piece can also be found in the collection psalms 2000:17-24 — available on Amazon here

    Doubt by Melodie Yvonne

    It really feels quite lonely
    Quite a bit like I’m a phony
    And somehow it feels like I’m just chasing wishes

    I’m just trying to live my best life
    Life is just a real big test flight
    But my mind is weaker than my heart’s ambition

    I’m just tryin’ not to lose it
    But it’s all so damn confusing
    And I doubt I’ll make it far in this condition

    But I’ve got the Holy Spirit
    So I’m trying not to fear it
    I just gotta find a way to stop and listen

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • He Carries Me

    Originally published online Nov 23, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here
    This piece can also be found in the collection psalms 2000:17-24 — available on Amazon here

    He Carries Me by Melodie Yvonne

    Loves not gone it’s just enfolded
    And it comes when it supposed to
    Though sometimes I just don’t feel it
    God holds me right when I need it

    Every time my heart is broken
    He gives me that bit of hope and
    Gives me fight to carry on
    When all my strength to live is gone

    He is there just when I need Him
    Gives me something to believe in
    When I just can’t carry on
    He carries me just like a song

    When I’m all alone and cryin’
    And I done been filled with lyin’
    God is there to glue my pieces
    And make sure I keep believin’

    He is there to heal my sorrows
    And make me a new tomorrow
    And then when I’m feeling worthless
    He’s there with my smile and purpose

    He is there just when I need Him
    Gives me something to believe in
    When I just can’t carry on
    He carries me just like a song

    Yeah when I just can’t carry on
    He carries me along

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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  • Silent Echoes

    Originally published online Dec 23, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Silent Echoes by Melodie Yvonne

    All those words come back on me but I still gotta set them free
    Or else they bounce ‘round in my head and echo all the things you said

    An echo of how our life was tough and how I didn’t do enough
    An echo of how I’ll never be all the things you want of me

    Those silent echoes lose control and break up everything we know
    Those silent echoes break our hearts and silently tear us apart

    Those echoes bouncing ‘round my mind can’t take us back or rewind time
    And now I’m gettin oh so tired of puttin’ out your constant fires

    We can’t go back and start again so maybe we have reached our end
    Unless one day you can forgive the echoes of how we used to live

    Those silent echoes lose control and break up everything we know
    Those silent echoes break our hearts and silently tear us apart

    Those silent echoes break our hearts and now we’re torn apart

    ♥♥♥

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    ♥♥♥

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