Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Shimmy Shake and Walk Away Now

    Originally published online Feb 25, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Shimmy Shake and Walk Away Now by Melodie Yvonne

    Watch me walk away now
    And watch me shimmy shake
    I’m done bendin’ to you
    I’ve bent so far I’m gonna break

    Watch me walk away now
    Watch my heart I break
    I might be scared to face you
    But I’m not scared to face mistakes

    Watch me walk away now
    I’m not afraid to break
    ‘Cause walkin’ away is better
    Than this constant pulsing ache

    Watch me walk away now
    Watch me shimmy shake
    I’m no more tethered to you
    Than I’m tethered to a snake

    Watch me walk away now
    And watch me shimmy shake
    I’m finally done with you now
    And I’m finally awake

    Watch me walk away now
    Watch me shimmy shake

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  • You and Me

    Originally published online Feb 12, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    You and Me by Melodie Yvonne

    I’m tasting blue Fla•Vor•Ice
    And I taste summer
    These little delusions
    Make it seem funner

    And yes I’m aware
    It should be “more” not “er”
    But I wish we could go back
    To the children we were

    I wish we could go back
    Be the children we knew
    When I was just innocent
    And I was with you
    I wish we could go back
    Be just naïve and free
    I wish we could go back
    To be just you & me

    I’m seeing those fireflies
    When I close my eyes
    I’m seeing that moment
    You told me goodbye

    If I could go back
    And just make things right
    Maybe I could still see
    Your sweet face in the light

    I wish we could go back
    Be the children we knew
    When I was just innocent
    And I was with you
    I wish we could go back
    Be just naïve and free
    I wish we could go back
    To be just you & me

    Oh I wish we could go back to be just you & me

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  • Confusion in Repeat

    Originally published online Feb 7, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Confusion in Repeat by Melodie Yvonne

    I don’t know how I feel anymore
    About this world we live in
    I don’t know what to do most days
    But I am not going to give in
    Still most times I’ve lost hope
    All locked up in this mental prison
    It’d take dynamite with diamond studded shrapnel just to get in

    Now don’t misunderstand me
    I’m not lost or feeling coy
    I’m not just playing games
    Or merely trying to annoy
    I’ve used my own volition
    And I’ve made my empty choices
    So I’ll not be flustered by this constant cackling of voices

    I don’t know how I feel maybe
    But at least I’m feeling something
    I’d rather be a little mess
    Than blindly feeling nothin’
    But some days I’m so tired
    And I don’t know just what to do
    There’s some days it takes a lot more than myself to see me through

    You see I don’t know how I feel anymore
    About this world we live in
    I don’t know what to do most days
    But I am not going to give in
    Still most times I’ve lost hope
    All locked up in this mental prison
    It’d take dynamite with diamond studded shrapnel just to get in

    Yeah, it’d take dynamite with diamond studded shrapnel just to get in

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  • Seed Guzzler Part Six Feet Under the Bridge: The Trip Trapping Troll

    Originally published online Jan 28, 2018 & in the print collection Seed Guzzler: And Other Succubi — available here

    Your words fall not on deafened ears
    In fact I hear them loud and clear
    It’s just I don’t hear what you’re sending
    I see through your happy ending

    I hear all those words you spew
    I see your shitty comments too
    But somehow you just still don’t get it
    Words don’t hurt spewed from a dipshit

    Trolls will talk and trolls will spew
    But don’t let that shit make you blue
    ‘Cause in the end when this is over
    Karma always carries over

    Took me months to clean your mess
    Deserved it, yeah, maybe, I guess
    But no one here deserves a lifetime
    Blasted loud and clear on prime time

    So take heed, this final warning
    I don’t want what you got coming
    If you don’t quit being an ogre
    You’ll be fucked by my four-leaf clover

    Trolls will talk and trolls will spew
    But don’t let that shit make you blue
    ‘Cause in the end when this is over
    Karma always carries over

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  • Something to Tell You

    Originally published online Jan 29, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Something to Tell You by Melodie Yvonne

    Now I’ve got something to tell you I just can’t explain
    This truth it eats away at me and rots away my brain

    I just feel I’m suffocating
    In this life I own
    And I just feel I lost my way now
    And I should have known

    I know it’s not too late to fix it
    Not too late to try
    So I guess it’s time to walk away now
    Time to say goodbye

    Now I’ve got something to tell you, lean in close to me
    Once I just can find the words here they will set me free

    The truth is I don’t know the answer
    See I’m just a fraud
    I really don’t know how I got here
    But I turned from God

    Now I’ve got something to tell you, it might set you free
    But my truth is mostly circumstantial, why do you want to hear from me?

    I wish I had a nickel for each time
    ‘Twas said to me
    “Now I’ve got something to tell you”
    It might set me free

    See I don’t know just how I got here
    But now I just don’t care
    And from here on out I’m going to just
    Let God’s will take me there

    Now I’ve got something to tell you I just can’t explain
    The truth it eats away here, and it rots away my brain

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  • Lost Human Race

    Originally published online Jan 9, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Lost Human Race by Melodie Yvonne

    I’m lost in a soup of confusion and sadness that melts away my mind until dawn
    I’m lost here ‘tween tryin to stay sane and just madness and I’m doin’ everything wrong
    And each time I close up my peepers for answers all I can see is your face
    I’ve lost all I’ve gained and I’m coming in last in this horribly lost human race

    I feel like I been here again and again, a wormhole on a loop that I’m trapped in
    I look ‘round for comfort and find I’m alone but I just don’t know how all this happened
    What started for fun turned out just fun for you and I’m trippin’ up tryin to keep pace
    Now I’ve lost all I gained and still coming in last in this horribly lost human race

    Now don’t think I blame you I know it’s my fault that I dragged you along for the ride
    I knew long ago that there’d be no one here when I wanted you here by my side
    But I was so wrong it’s better to be gone than a sprinter just joggin’ in place
    So I’m runnin away ‘cause I’ve done had enough of this horribly lost human race

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  • Cold Concrete Home

    Originally published online Jan 14, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Cold Concrete Home by Melodie Yvonne

    Sittin’ here listenin’ to industrial crickets
    Folks walkin’ ‘round like they’re lost on a mission
    And I never wanted to be stuck here this way
    But here I sit, here I live, here I just stay

    Factory made melodies lull us to sleep
    And anti-emotion pills hide what we keep
    But what I keep doesn’t need hid every day
    I’m not scared what you’ll think of these things I say

    Then I say softly please don’t let me be
    Then I say softly just stay here with me
    Cuddle me softly don’t leave me alone
    Don’t make me go back to that cold concrete home

    And again I hear humming of industrial crickets
    Lost souls all around me just gettin’ their fixes
    Use and repeat at least twice a day
    To get through this shift in the least feeling way

    Top level merchandise buys out our souls
    We keep right on grinding just tryin’ to fill holes
    Subconscious bribery “does us a favor”
    And we just sit numbly wishing for a Savior

    Then I beg softly please don’t let me be
    Then I beg softly just stay here with me
    Cuddle me softly don’t leave me alone
    Don’t make me go back to that cold concrete home

    Past twenty years gone yet here I’m still grinding
    Don’t even think no more just obey blindly
    Guess my life’s gone now and soon it’s my soul
    This industrial nightmare has swallowed me whole

    I begged you softly please don’t let me be
    I begged you softly just stay here with me
    Too late to save me now leave me alone
    I’m safe and I’m used to my cold concrete home

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  • Poetry Pop-Up Recap: Melodie Yvonne Live at Indy Swift City Sessions

    On November 1, 2024, Melodie Yvonne performed a moving live poetry set during the #SwiftCitySessions Pop-Ups outside the Indiana Repertory Theatre in Indianapolis. The outdoor event featured local poets and musicians sharing their work in an intimate, open-air setting as part of the #TaylorSwift weekend festivities. Check out the recap of Melodie’s live set below.

    Setlist:
    Stay Adream
    The Sunshine Buyer
    My Misery Loves Company
    Just Like You
    A Beautiful Mess Like Me
    Looks Like You
    Pixelated Nation
    My Love For You
    No Really You Can Keep Him
    My Shower Song
    Hope Insomniac
    A Thousand Real Goodbyes
    You On Repeat
    Tryin’ To Forgive You
    Love Letters
    Somebody Else Like You
    How To Dodge A Broken Heart
    One Fine Day
    The Ceiling

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  • How Am I Gonna Forget ‘Bout You

    Originally published online Dec 27, 2017 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    How Am I Gonna Forget ‘Bout You by Melodie Yvonne

    Bent and broken, ripped and torn
    I forgot what love is for
    Unattended and abused
    Maybe just a little used
    Then I see you standing there
    And suddenly you’re all I care
    Then I see you standing there
    So beautiful and unaware

    How am I gonna forget ‘bout you
    When all you are is all I do

    I just keep on runnin’ away
    It’s easier than what I got to say
    I’m tryin’ not to look at you
    ‘Cause your gaze owns me through and through
    How’d I get so freakin’ stupid
    I know better than to believe in cupid
    How do I get past all this hoping
    When all I want’s for you to want me

    How am I gonna forget ‘bout you
    When all you are is all I do
    How am I gonna forget ‘bout you
    When I know that my heart is true
    How am I gonna forget ‘bout you
    When all you are is all I do
    How am I gonna forget ‘bout you
    When all you are is all I am too

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  • Awake

    Originally published online Dec 25, 2017 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Awake by Melodie Yvonne

    I’m not sure if I’ll sleep again
    It’s still so hard to be your friend
    And oh so how I long to touch you
    There’s just no one else above you

    I’m not sure if I’ll sleep this night
    I close my eyes and see your light
    A spark from just a quick embrace
    It burns so bright etching your face

    Oh so how I long to touch you
    There’s just no one else above you

    I’m not sure if I’ll sleep tonight
    I feel your fingers on my side
    And I don’t care if I’ll sleep again
    Just please don’t let this sweetness end

    Oh so how I long to touch you
    Wish you felt the same ‘bout me too
    Oh so how I long to touch you
    There’s still no one else above you

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    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie in print or digital: Photographic Melodie Shop

    More poetry videos: Check out Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

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    Copyright notice:
    All content on this site (music, words, photos, videos) is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE