Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • The Sorry Girl

    Originally published online May 4, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    The sorry girl’s sorry even when she’s silent
    The sorry girl doesn’t say goodbye
    The sorry girl knows everything’s her fault
    When they look her in the eyes and lie

    She sits in the dark and cries, and hides those tear stains to go outside
    She sits in my mind and cries, and keeps my feelings buried on the inside

    This wary girl’s tired, but she keeps a-movin’
    This worried girl’s locked inside her brain
    This weird girl’s hidin’, but she keeps a-lurkin’
    Tryin’ to hide the fact that she’s insane

    She sits in the dark and cries, and hides those bruises to go outside
    She sits in my mind and cries, a tangled up straight jacket deep inside

    This broken girl duct tapes shit together
    This lonely girl’s photographs are her only friends
    This empty girl can’t fill her head with silence
    I’ll miss my quiet rapture when the silence ends

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  • 18 Years Love Should Have Grown

    Originally published online Mar 30, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Meet me in the Middle — available here

    I just realized the Love we lost would have been 18 this year… all grown up ❤ This is dedicated to her and my beautiful Hazie. I know you don’t have internet out there, Hazie, but I know you feel me in your head right now…

    Hand in hand we
    pray for Love that
    was so quickly taken.

    Hold us closely
    never go and
    leave us all alone,

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    3 Years by Melodie Yvonne

    3 years have past since Love has gone.
    3 years Love should have grown.
    If I had seen 3 years of heartache
    I’d seen what I had known.

    3 years of how could, what if, why.
    3 years Love set in stone.
    Will comfort be in knowledge that
    she’s spread her wings and flown?

    3 years in time will drift away.
    I blink… 3 more are gone,
    but 3 more years will not forget
    the Love that has been wronged.

    3 YEARS

    WE LOVE YOU
    MOMMIES ALWAYS LOVE YOU

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  • Material Lord

    Originally published online April 26, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    This hometown feeling’s a pit in my soul
    It keeps me reeling and ready to go
    An illegal alien to all those I know
    They watch and they gasp at my mobile freakshow

    Feed me the Lord ’cause you think it’ll fix me
    I’m filled to the brim with your gluttonous teachings
    but I’m not your whore and you can’t unbreak me
    and all this material shit I don’t envy

    Where am I at if I don’t have a home?
    A pile of crap and I’m chewin’ on bones
    What do I do with this knowledge I know?
    Throw it away ’cause the listener’s broke

    Feed me the Lord ’cause you think it’ll fix me
    I’m filled to the brim with your gluttonous teachings
    but I’m not your whore and you can’t unbreak me
    and all this material shit just don’t faze me

    You claim no religion, I say you’re a fraud
    You say my depression is spiritual fog
    Well, not once in this life did you spare the rod
    so I’ll never trade my Dog for your God

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  • A Preemptive Strike

    Originally published online April 8, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

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  • I Own Me

    Originally published online April 6, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Meet me in the Middle — available here

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  • Seed Guzzler

    Originally published online Mar 26, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Let it out to keep my heart sane
    Need a shield for all this mind rain

    One foot in and one foot out of
    Reality breeds endless mind fucks

    How can I stay open minded
    Rose tint lenses leave me blinded

    All this work was all for nothing
    All this work is all my something

    I’ve got skill not mammaries
    But talent gets you nowhere free

    And all my dreams I’ve kept alive
    To live this scene, to jump and jive

    Just disappear without a trace
    Except the tears that mark my face

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  • Ode to a Freezing Valentine’s Day

    Originally published online Mar 26, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

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  • Thursday I’m Still Burning

    Originally published Mar 25, 2016

    Thursday I’m Still Burning by Melodie Yvonne

    Your face is in front of the eyes in my mind
    My VHS brain is set on rewind

    I play and I pause the moment I see
    I’m tryin to be sly, but you’re lookin’ at me

    That gaze you return is almost too much
    I turn away blushed, and covet your touch

    Pheromones and chemistry makin’ me flushed
    I’m warm with an uncontrolled amorous rush

    How do I tell you this longing I feel?
    I don’t trust my heart, but this lust is real

    How do I tell you all that I’m hoping
    When all that I want is no strings attached groping?

    Please don’t be judgy ’cause I’m not a whore
    I just can’t help wanting a little bit more

    It’s time that’s not friendly, and not on my side
    You just look so damn good like a carnival ride

    You’re all of that and a bag of chips on the side
    My libidinous nature awaits to abide

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  • On Wednesday I’m Yearning

    Originally published Mar 25, 2016

    On Wednesday I’m Yearning by Melodie Yvonne

    A servant in love is all that I am
    It doesn’t come with the glitz or the glam
    In fact at times it can be underhanded
    I abide my whole life, and I don’t understand it

    I sit in this pain, I’m hiding I cried
    I sit back and watch as the universe lies
    I’m worn out and karma’s not keepin’ it even
    I’m tired of this life and I’m ready to leave it

    I’m tryin’ to be positive, tryin’ to stay free
    but this negative bullshit just won’t let me be
    I thought that I stood up and walked away but
    I’ve fell in the same mess I’m in everyday

    I couldn’t just end it ’cause that’s just not me
    I need to find something to make me feel free
    I’m looking for solace, some phallical magic
    To end all these feelings making my heart sick

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  • In A Weak

    Originally published Mar 24, 2016

    In A Weak by Melodie Yvonne

    I like it when you say my name
    Three syllables long yet you remain
    And when I feel your gentle touch
    I’m twitterpated oh so much

    I wonder what it’s like to touch you
    And if there’s really stars above you
    I wonder ‘bout your lips and kisses
    And if I’ll ever get to miss those

    I close my eyes and see your blue ones
    And wonder if you know I match them
    I feel your hands ensnare my waist
    And now my heart begins to race

    But just when we are face to face
    I lose my nerve and fall from grace
    I hope one day you’ll know lust’s true
    And all my fires envelop you

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