Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Wondering

    Originally published online March 15, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    The faces meld so slowly like I’m lazy cutting grass
    Time it flies so quickly, and my heart it moves so fast
    If you had an inkling of the things that I could see
    You wouldn’t wanna wonder what it’s like to be like me

    You wouldn’t wanna wonder what it’s like to be like me
    You wouldn’t ever lose yourself in lurid company
    You’d dance in fire and understand the lust out in the rain
    You’d understand why I keep doing it again, again

    Time it melds together, and I’m lost out in the rain
    You’re asking me to do it all again, again, again
    But if you had an inkling of my lurid company
    You wouldn’t wanna wonder what it’s like to be with me

    You wouldn’t wanna wonder what it’s like to be with me
    You wouldn’t ever lose yourself in lurid company
    You’d dance in fire and understand the lust out in the rain
    You’d understand why I keep doing it again, again

    Oh, you’d understand why I keep doing it again, again

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  • Baby, Baby, I’m Gonna Miss You

    Originally published online March 14, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Baby, baby, I’m gonna miss you
    Though I never got to kiss you
    Baby, baby, I’m gonna miss you
    And I’m hopin’ you’ll miss me too

    Fuck my heart, my soul wears Kevlar
    Getting’ stuck to you won’t get far
    But I feel I need you near me
    Oh please god just don’t forget me

    I’m confused, and just can’t stand it
    I need you to set my brain straight
    Needin’ me’s not what you need, though
    You need meat not fleshless me bones

    Baby, baby, I just miss you
    Will I always want to kiss you?
    Baby, baby, I still miss you
    And I’m hopin you’ll miss me too

    Fuck your heart, your soul wears Kevlar
    Getting’ stuck to me won’t get far
    You’ll sink quick, I’ll have you drownin’
    You fall in quicksand I’m bound in

    You’re confused, and just can’t stand it
    And this life’s not what we planned it
    We can’t breathe, just treadin’ water
    Trudging through this lifeless fodder

    Will we ever find each other?
    Or is this all lost forever?
    Will he ever come to find me?
    All is lost when I’m done binding

    Baby, baby, I’ll sure miss you
    Maybe in my dreams I’ll kiss you
    Baby, I will always miss you
    And I’m dreamin you’ll miss me too

    Baby, baby, I sure miss you
    Maybe in my dreams I’ll kiss you
    Baby, baby, I’ll still miss you
    In my dreams I’m missin’ you too

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  • Distraction

    Originally published online March 12, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I’d sure love to be your distraction
    Somebody else’s dubious attraction
    I’d love to be somebody’s trigger
    A wreck on the tracks, baffled eyes gettin’ bigger

    I’ll be something blue, something borrowed
    But just don’t expect me to be there tomorrow
    I’ll be what you want me to be
    But just for a while ‘cause lonely I’m free

    Just give me some time, some time to be mine
    If you go too fast, I’ll fall behind
    Give me some time, some time to unwind
    Or you just won’t like this mess that you find

    You look at me like I’m some candy
    And I’ll be so sweet until you can’t stand me
    You look at me like I’m for real
    It’s just for this moment ‘cause now I can’t feel

    You look at me like I’m your savior
    Well, I got news, I’m all bad behavior
    And I wish you were here in this moment
    Somethin’ about you makes me wanna own it

    Just give me some time, some time to be mine
    If you go too fast, I’ll fall behind
    Give me some time, some time to unwind
    I’ll run ahead if you fall in line

    Just give me some time, some time to be mine
    If you go too fast, I’ll fall behind
    Just give me some time, some time to unwind
    Don’t burn too bright, we’ll run out of time

    I’d sure love to have a distraction
    Somebody to be my dubious attraction
    I’ll be what you want me to be
    But just for a while cause lonely I’m free

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  • All These Wicked Things

    Originally published online March 3, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Empty spaces, writhing faces carried in the darkness
    Images that jump to life my momma swore were harmless
    Now these evil faces dance again before my eyes
    My scream is caught inside my soul, my body’s paralyzed

    Insomnia’s the only savior from these wicked dreams
    My paranoia is the truth ‘cause nothing’s what it seems
    These wars I fight inside myself, I fight them all alone
    And all these wicked things I’ve seen have found themselves a home

    I’m bound by superstition, lucky numbers are my signs
    You dance across my grave, and leave my broken soul behind
    My belly’s really icky, right side hurts from top to bottom
    This apathetic addict’s soul’s infection’s turned me rotten

    Now insomnia’s the only savior from these wicked dreams
    My paranoia is the truth ‘cause nothing’s what it seems
    These wars I fight inside myself, I fight them all alone
    And all these wicked things I’ve seen have found themselves a home

    All these wicked things I’ve seen have found themselves a home
    All these wicked things I’ve seen, they’ve found themselves a home

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  • Catching-Up

    Hey, Friends!

    I just wanted to take a moment to check in and thank you all for joining me here. This new space I’ve started is dedicated entirely to my poetry. My visual artwork and concert adventures will still live over at melodieyvonne.com, but this site is where I’ll be gathering and sharing my literary art.

    I’ve begun from the very start of my online poetry journey, and I’m moving forward through the years. That means you’ll see a lot of extra posts coming through right now as I catch everything up. Once I’ve finished bringing the past into the present, the poetry pace will slow down, and I’ll excitedly begin to share brand new pieces with you.

    Thank you for supporting me through this process. It means the world to have you along for the ride. I can’t wait to move forward together into new work, new journeys, and everything that’s yet to come.

    Ever yours, Melodie Yvonne

  • Be With Me

    Originally published online March 1, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    These times have changed, but they ain’t changing me
    No matter who’s leadin’ my soul is still free
    Ain’t nothing can touch me if I don’t let it
    and I’ll spread my words until every soul gets it

    Don’t be alone when you could be with me
    Weird, wild, and crazy, just be who you’ll be
    No judgment here, and no fear of acceptance
    We’ll love you for you as long as you let us

    These times have sure changed, but they won’t change me
    No matter who’s leadin’ my soul is still free
    Ain’t nothin’ can touch you if you don’t let it
    So let’s spread our words until every soul gets it

    My politician’s not better than yours
    They’re nothing but flabby flesh puppeted whores
    So stop all this fussing, no fighting, no biting
    Let’s unite ourselves for the causes worth fighting

    Don’t be alone when you could be with me
    Weird, wild, and crazy, just be who we’ll be
    No judgment here, and no fear of acceptance
    We’ll all love each other as long as we let us

    These times have changed, but they ain’t changin’ me
    We’re our own leaders let’s choose to be free
    Ain’t nothin’ can touch us if we don’t let it
    So let’s spread our song until every soul gets it

    Let’s spread our song until every soul gets it
    and our lil words make love conquer the wretched

    Don’t be alone when you could be with me
    Weird, wild, and crazy just be who you’ll be
    Spark up that fire and set your soul free
    And I’ll love you forever as long as you let me

    I’ll love you forever as long as you let me
    So don’t be alone be with me

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  • The One I Want The Most

    Originally published online Feb 27, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    You’re everything I needed that I didn’t really want
    I just don’t like your kind of guy, the kind that needs to flaunt
    I didn’t want to know you and I didn’t want to care
    But now I’m stuck here with regrets that permeate the air

    You beat me to the punch line
    You beat me in this race
    You left me all alone all broken, lost, and out of place

    Why’d I let you near me when I really shouldn’t dare?
    Why’d I try to help you when you didn’t really care?
    Why’d I fall for you in such an inconvenient way?
    I know the type of girl I am, I’m not the type who stays

    You beat me to the punch line
    You beat me in this race
    You left me all alone embarrassed tear stains on my face

    Now you’ve left me fuddled, and you’re nothing but a ghost
    I never wanted you, but you’re the one I want the most
    And though I never really even wanted you to care
    I’d take it all away for one more chance to have you near

    You beat me to the punch line
    You beat me in this race
    Now I’m just a low life and a second place disgrace

    You beat me to the punch line
    You beat me in this race
    And I’d take it all away for one more chance to see your face

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  • Outta My Head

    Originally published online Feb 25, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Get outta my head, get outta my head
    I’ll forgive what you said, just get outta my head

    All that I wanted was kinda to touch you
    All that you wanted was kinda a mess too
    We came together and could have it made
    If we stayed together, but we couldn’t stay

    Get outta my head, get outta my head
    I’ll forgive what you did, just get outta my head

    The sun and the sun just can’t be together
    ‘Cause then who’ll be left in cantankerous weather
    Hiding behind the clouds we bring on us
    But keeping apart, my god, what will it cost us?

    Get outta my mind, get outta my mind
    Whatever you find, just get outta my mind
    I swear I’ll believe everything that you said
    Just please let me go, and get outta my head

    Can you really feel this mental obsession?
    Is it feelin’ real or keepin’ you guessin’?
    Tryin’ to trust my mind and what’s in it
    But it’s so damn full of bullshit unrequited

    We won’t get together if we don’t start talkin’
    But I’m scared to death and I done started walkin’
    You wanna catch up better quicken your pace
    ‘Cause my feet will catch fire when my mind sees your face

    Get outta my head, get outta my head
    Forgive what I said, and get outta my head
    Give me salvation from what I can’t find
    Just please let me go, and get outta my mind

    I’m just not quite sure you’d love someone like me
    This love for myself doesn’t even come free
    I pay with my heart and my soul every day
    If you’d gave me a chance I might have had it made

    Get outta my mind, get outta my mind
    You’re not gonna like the things that you find
    You’re not gonna wanna be one of mine
    So please let me go, and get outta my mind

    Get outta my head, get outta my head
    It’s too late to feel all these things I’ve not said
    I want you to free me, and leave me for dead
    So please let me go, and get out of my head

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  • Staring Right Straight In The Sun

    Originally published online Feb 24, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I’m staring right straight in the sun
    Wondering what on earth I’ve done
    and now I guess you’ll never know me
    I just wanted you to own me

    Empty is as empty does
    You swept me underneath your rug
    You fall behind, I run in place
    Hoping just to glimpse your face

    Hopeless is as hopeless does
    I’ll make it like it never was
    and I’ll erase me from your history
    Hoping that you won’t forget me

    Staring right straight in the sun
    Wondering what on earth I’ve done
    and now I guess you’ll never know me
    I just wanted you to own me

    Staring right straight off in space
    I let my mind eclipse your face
    Just shadows of the you that knew me
    Guess you thought you couldn’t lose me

    Lonesome is as lonesome does
    I swept me underneath my rug
    I’m nothing now but broken memories
    Out of tune and off key melodies

    Empty is as empty does
    You ran ahead, I fell in love
    and now we’re just too far off track
    I run away, and don’t look back

    I’m staring right straight in the sun
    I’m wondering what the hell I’ve done
    and now I guess you never knew me
    Guess you’re just not use to losing

    Staring right straight off in space
    I let my mind eclipse your face
    Just shadows left of you that knew me
    Guess you thought you couldn’t lose me

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  • A You Addict

    Originally published online Feb 23, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    My mind’s lost the war on drugs, and you’re the drug for me
    Heroin’s got nothing on your frank philosophy
    My heart’s twisted from your blood that courses through my veins
    It’s time for you to set me free before I go insane

    You weave a politician’s tapestry of charm and lies
    You see me for the prey I am despite my strong disguise
    You let me wander only just an arm’s length out of reach
    And if I try to run away you tighten up that leash

    Second best was all I ever was to you at all
    A safety net to catch you every time you start to fall
    But now my heart is wearing out and leaking like a sieve
    You’ve bled me dry, and all you’ve got is all I’ve left to give

    My mind’s lost the war on drugs, and you’re the drug for me
    Heroin’s got nothing on your frank philosophy
    My heart’s twisted from your blood that courses through my veins
    It’s time for you to set me free before I go insane

    Well, now our end is growing near, it’s time for me to go
    I’m really good at leavin’ but it hurts more than you know
    We both know that my silly dreams were just not meant to be
    So please release this empty bag of flesh and set me free

    My mind’s lost the war on drugs, and you’re the drug for me
    Heroin’s got nothing on your frank philosophy
    My heart’s twisted from your blood that courses through my veins
    And it’s time for you to set me free before I go insane

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