Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • My Bipolar Heart

    Originally published online Sept 7, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    The cuts on me might be deeper than you
    Rape, murder, poverty’s things you get through
    He tore me apart with a cannibal’s tooth
    I bleed from my heart, and I’m on the move

    My soul’s on my sleeve, my brain is a-hidin’
    It’s too late for me, veins are weak and I’m dried up
    All I got left are these lips that are tied up
    ‘Cause this flabby skin’s got nothin’ inside it

    Is there someone out there that feels this way too?
    My bipolar heart is done bein’ abused

    Shame on me now ‘cause there’s no shame on you
    Fuck right on off I got nothin’ to prove
    I never cared anyway, it was a ruse
    I let you use me ‘cause I like gettin’ used

    I’m takin’ my heart and I’m walkin’ away
    The cards can piss off, I don’t wanna play
    Hear me right now these last words that I’ll say
    Welcome to my world, your ass better pray

    Is there someone out there that feels this way too?
    My bipolar heart is done bein’ used

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  • See Melodie LIVE Sept 7 at Clear Vibes!

    This Sunday, September 7, I’ll be stepping onto the stage to share my words live.
    The performance begins at 4PM, woven between the brilliance of Premium Blend as part of the Clear Vibes Concerts ft Premium Blend!

    It means a lot to bring my poetry into this kind of space — surrounded by music, energy, and community. If you’ve been curious to experience my work beyond the page, this is a perfect moment to join me.

    I can’t wait to see some familiar faces (and new ones too) in the crowd, and to share this afternoon of sound and spirit together.

    ✨ Space is limited, so please RSVP now at clearvibesconcerts.com

  • Muse Blues

    Originally published online Sept 3, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Please allow me a moment to bend your ear
    My sick situation will soon be too clear
    And all of these moments I keep to myself
    I’d not wish on enemies how I have felt

    Depression sets in and I don’t let it phase me
    It keeps creepin’ in until I’m weak and hazy
    Thought I was something but knowin’ I’m not
    I wish I could change but I’m all that I got

    ‘Cause I am still me and you are still you
    I got all this sadness so what should I do
    This frowny disease won’t let me near you
    but I’m going to wither without my muse blues

    Knowin’ my soul is completely irrelevant
    and now my heart has completely gone celibate
    Flying towards hope that might soon revive me
    but blues just taint greens with more blues as it binds me

    And even on days when the sun shines so bright
    I sit and I long for a sliver of night
    For there I might find where my happiness lingers
    and snatch back my smile with my discount five fingers

    ‘Cause I am still me and you are still you
    I got all this sadness so what should I do
    This frowny disease won’t let me near you
    but I’m going to wither without my muse blues

    I guess in the end these digits were greasy
    and so are the arms that held me so briefly
    now back in my mind cage still ever so lonely
    I remember my place and know I’m a phony

    ‘Cause I am still me and you are still you
    I got all this sadness so what should I do
    This frowny disease won’t let me near you
    but I’m going to wither without my muse blues

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  • Locked Out

    Originally published online August 21, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Stupidly gory makes a good story
    but might be a little too corny
    Tryin’ to watch this
    All the way through this
    My mind just keeps fading and wandering

    This smell is delicious I’m quite sure I need this
    I’m goin’ nuts every day
    I gotta go hide my
    weird insane mind
    before I give my used heart away

    Aynot

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  • Crazy I’m Free

    Originally published online August 11, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Please stop postin’ that photo of me
    You’re never here talkin’
    I don’t wanna see
    the way I was lookin’ when you was with me
    I’m lookin’ quite awful
    Why don’t you see?

    Please stop tellin’ them stories ‘bout me
    You don’t really know me
    I know you don’t see
    I’m losin’ my mind every day that I’m free
    I’m lovin’ this sweet rabid
    insanity

    Please stop lying and conniving at me
    I see through your bullshit
    though you don’t see
    I’m over controlling and beatin’ of me
    and now you can’t touch me
    ‘cause crazy I’m free

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  • My Misery Loves Company

    Originally published online August 7, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    I am taut skin over plastic and a heart encased in glass
    I’m about to shatter if this saving don’t come fast
    I am lost out in the cosmos and my mind’s out in the rain
    You can put me back together but I’ll never be the same

    I’m the one that’s here to save you but I just can’t save myself
    I’m a messed up prophet savior only saving someone else
    But if you try to fix me I’ll just up and leave
    My misery loves company and that dear friend is me

    My brain’s a twisted carnival, my skull’s a one man tent
    No sense in being classy when I’m comfortable low rent
    I’ll be the girl your momma loves, I’ll be the one she hates
    I’ll be the thing you need the most until my being breaks

    I’m the one that’s here to save you but I just can’t save myself
    I’m a messed up prophet savior only saving someone else
    But if you try to fix me I’ll just up and leave
    ‘Cause my misery loves company and that dear friend is me
    Oh yes, my misery loves company, and that dear friend is me

    Now I’ve told you how I’m feeling and I hope you listened in
    My cards are on the table and the dealer’s gonna win
    Player one is yelling “Yahtzee!”, but I’m still player two
    And I’m afraid I’ll never finish and be bought or owned by you

    I’m the one that’s here to save you but I still can’t save myself
    I’m your messed up prophet savior only saving someone else
    And if you try to fix me I’ll just up and leave
    ‘Cause my misery loves company and that dear friend is me
    Oh yes, my misery loves company, and that dear friend is me

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  • Never Stop and Beat That Clock

    Originally published online July 27, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Face is flush and deep I’m breathing
    Lookin’ for a train to leave on
    Jumpin’ off this crazy soap ride
    I’m so real these lies can’t hide

    I’m gonna keep movin’ until I stop
    These cunts can’t stop me ’cause I’m a rock
    I left my life behind the block
    I’m tryin’ dream and beat the clock

    My head is hurtin’ but soon I’ll fix it
    Get away from all these mind tricks
    Twisted shit pollutes my soul
    Why they do it I don’t know

    I’m gonna keep movin’ until I stop
    These cunts can’t stop me ’cause I’m a rock
    I left my life behind the block
    I’m tryin’ dream and beat the clock

    I lose my heart each time I give it
    Let it go and don’t retrieve it
    Duct tape fixes everything
    Get it back and start again

    I’m gonna keep movin’ and I won’t stop
    These cunts can’t stop me ’cause I’m a rock
    I left my life behind the block
    Used my dream and beat that clock

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  • Cleithrophobia

    Originally published online July 27, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    All I can hear in my head
    Are the words that great Shannon once said
    and I can feel all of that fear
    “Get me outta here” inside my ear.

    I don’t know what I’m gonna do
    If I’m stuck in this underground room
    and I’ll make my mind comfortably numb
    ‘Til it dies and I get to be done.

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  • This Sunday, September 7, I’ll be stepping onto the stage to share my words live.
    The performance begins at 4PM, woven between the brilliance of Premium Blend as part of the Clear Vibes Concerts ft Premium Blend!

    It means a lot to bring my poetry into this kind of space — surrounded by music, energy, and community. If you’ve been curious to experience my work beyond the page, this is a perfect moment to join me.

    I can’t wait to see some familiar faces (and new ones too) in the crowd, and to share this afternoon of sound and spirit together.

    ✨ Space is limited, so please RSVP now at clearvibesconcerts.com

  • Confined in Space

    Originally published online July 27, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Face is flushing, hard to breathe
    I’m waitin’, wantin’ to flee and leave
    I’ve got these wings to jump and fly
    But I’m stuck where I’m at and I don’t know why

    Feelin’ happy most all the time
    Eatin’ fudge and feelin’ fine
    Got my pen to write some rhymes
    Ain’t that just enough of fine?

    Feelin’ bugged, confined in space
    Mark my words that mark my face
    Skin’s too damp to clear my brow
    And Shannon’s right, air’s heavy now

    Feelin’ happy most all the time
    Eatin’ fudge and feelin’ fine
    Got my pen to write some rhymes
    Ain’t that just enough of fine?

    Barbstract

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    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE