Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Sun Paint Memories

    Originally published online July 13, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    He returns my smile with a steadfast stare
    I look away, I mustn’t dare

    Unfaltering is his seeming nature
    I succumb to godlike stature

    Tidal waves from brain to tip toes
    Rush of passion fills my deep soul

    And then in my dark innermost
    Lust on fire swallows this host

    His eyes pierce through and deep invade me
    All my thoughts get lost and hazy

    Then my eyes see aura’s mystery
    I succumb, my heart is history

    Never mind these thoughts I’m thinkin’
    Hear his smile and hope escapes me

    Then I walk from him descending
    Sabotage to reach my ending

    Don’t cry, though, I’ve made my memories
    One day when I will forget me

    Sun paint pictures make my history
    And I’ll love the me that made me

    nicholas

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie: Photographic Melodie Shop
    Read more poetry by Melodie: Photographic Melodie’s Poetry & Spoken Word
    Watch more poetry videos: Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • Tension Climbs Like Rain

    Originally published online June 17, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Tension climbs my shoulder blades
    especially when it rains

    Descending makes me quite insane
    and my attention fades

    My neck is tight and shooting flames
    up my spine into my brain

    Behind my eyes I feel the pain
    They’d shoot a horse if it’s this lame

    My verbiage just increases things
    my hollow skull reverberates

    It eats my teeth and half my face
    and everyone smells outta place

    Then at an obscene quickened pace
    I’m all consumed and all deranged

    My body’s just a ball of waste
    and disdain laces my soul’s taste

    I close my eyes and hibernate
    like writhing worms rejuvenate

    971620_10200233452504679_194221373_nlo

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie: Photographic Melodie Shop
    Read more poetry by Melodie: Photographic Melodie’s Poetry & Spoken Word
    Watch more poetry videos: Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • The Cuddle Fish

    Originally published online June 13, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    You never knew how to love us right
    or not love us at all
    You were always all or nothing
    not knowing love is all

    You were lost and couldn’t find us
    ‘cause we weren’t down in a glass
    You were blind and couldn’t see us
    Until the “us” was past

    Your peacock colored feathers won’t hide the wrong you done
    Take your alcoholic feelings with you when you’re gone

    Then one day you sobered up
    And tried to come around
    But your baby girl was old enough
    She didn’t hear a sound

    She said dear daddy you fucked up
    And now my wings are gone
    She said dear daddy I’m too old now
    You waited far too long

    10469155_10203260980070976_6908212590218317259_o2

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie: Photographic Melodie Shop
    Read more poetry by Melodie: Photographic Melodie’s Poetry & Spoken Word
    Watch more poetry videos: Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • The Sunshine Buyer

    Originally published online June 7, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    “Don’t be scared,” he says, and I’m not
    I’m just scared when I’m talkin’ to you
    “Don’t be scared,” he says, and I’m caught
    Scared to walk away and stop lookin’ at you

    ‘Cause that’s it and that’s all that I got
    Just this feeling I get when I’m lookin’ at you,
    and I wonder how good it’s not
    so I can forget these sweet things that you do

    Now my heart’s out and starting to rot
    The right place at the right time’s so few,
    I’m just tryin’ to make my brain stop
    dissecting the labyrinth encompassing you

    ‘Cause that’s it and that’s all that I got
    Just this feeling I get when I’m lookin’ at you,
    and I wonder how good it’s not
    so I can forget these sweet things that you do

    Bought talent goes straight to the top
    I see my attraction for you,
    but I wanna believe that it’s not
    ‘cause I’m a real girl gettin’ swallowed by you

    But that’s it and that’s all that I got
    Just this crazy electric jolt comin’ from you,
    and I’m wondering what is the cost?
    How can I forget these sweet things that you do?

    I guess part of me wants to stay lost
    It’s safer just being collected by you
    Stop thinking, let you call the shots,
    and sleep walk through your woven dreams without you

    719c

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie: Photographic Melodie Shop
    Read more poetry by Melodie: Photographic Melodie’s Poetry & Spoken Word
    Watch more poetry videos: Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • Phony Pony

    Originally published online June 6, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    I’m a one trick pony
    At times I’m a phony
    but I’m not tryin’ to get in the limelight

    I’m climbin’ slowly
    Stayin’ down lowly
    and I’m learnin’ from all of this hindsight

    This love I’m agivin’
    is keepin’ me winnin’
    but I’ll not walk away in a fair fight

    My soul is aquiver
    as all of this renders
    and I wonder if I’m makin’ this up right

    My skin is atingle
    The trace of God’s finger
    is makin’ a lit path in dark night

    My dreams are on fire
    My heart is for hire
    and this here ball’s lastin’ passed midnight

    I’m takin’ y’all with me
    well those here that get me
    and we’ll stand here right up in plain sight

    Hanah-Shadows

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie: Photographic Melodie Shop
    Read more poetry by Melodie: Photographic Melodie’s Poetry & Spoken Word
    Watch more poetry videos: Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • Your Moonshines

    Originally published online May 25, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    How do I accept this blessing
    without falling completely apart?
    How do I build myself up,
    and then turn and break my own heart?

    How do I follow my starlight
    when that moonshine’s so bright inside yours?
    How do I unstick these hinges,
    and shut you behind and lock all these doors?

    I just want my eyes to stop leaking,
    but your moon controls the tides on my shore,
    and these salty tears are all floodin’
    right down my face as I fall to the floor

    002

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie: Photographic Melodie Shop
    Read more poetry by Melodie: Photographic Melodie’s Poetry & Spoken Word
    Watch more poetry videos: Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • Lazy

    Originally published online May 25, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    I’m waitin’ and wishin’ & breathin’ while dreamin’
    And keepin’ my mind safe from all other demons
    I’m lusting and longing since first time I met you
    I’m not quite sure why, but I just can’t forget you

    Lazy my mind won’t stop thinkin’ ‘bout you
    Besides if it did, what would I do?

    I tasted the water, and now I’m here drowning
    Intuition is thick, but I’m treading here doubting
    I look up, and hope that your blue eyes will save me
    But the lower I’m sinking the more they get hazy

    Lazy my mind won’t stop thinkin’ ‘bout you
    Besides if it did, what would I do?

    I’m lost, and somehow I’d hoped you would find me
    But your light can’t break through this abyss that binds me
    I’m fightin’ and finally my heads above water
    I’ve built up my confidence, I’m a bit taller

    Lazy my mind won’t stop thinkin’ ‘bout you
    Besides if it did, what would I do?

    I’m fixin’ to ramble where your grass is greener
    ‘Cause feedin’ my wanderlust frees my demeanor
    But this is the last you I’m following blindly
    I’m giving up you to get me back finally

    ‘Cause lazy my mind won’t stop thinkin’ ‘bout you
    I’m a little bit scared, what do I do?

    DSC_9384lo

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie: Photographic Melodie Shop
    Read more poetry by Melodie: Photographic Melodie’s Poetry & Spoken Word
    Watch more poetry videos: Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • Wishing On Your Stars

    Originally published online May 22, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    The ones up over yours and my head
    Me at my home, and you in your bed

    Is that all we got in common?
    All these heavens up above us?

    Is that all I’m really feeling?
    Moonlight madness got me reeling?

    I just won’t, I can’t believe it!
    Not just me, you gotta feel this?!?!

    ‘Cause if I’m in this alone
    Just a fool is all I’ve shown

    starshine

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie: Photographic Melodie Shop
    Read more poetry by Melodie: Photographic Melodie’s Poetry & Spoken Word
    Watch more poetry videos: Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • Silent Wishes

    Originally published online May 22, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    My mind is still so fucking frantic,
    and I’m still so very heartsick

    Why can’t I just not be sober
    ‘til this nauseous feeling’s over?

    Why can’t I just let you be,
    and distract all this lust in me?

    I guess it’s just the way I’m built,
    I’m not quite right, my axis tilts

    I feed off my imagination
    Just to get a new sensation

    Let my thoughts flail & my mind race
    Let my skin flush, quickened pulse pace

    Hide from these truths all the while
    in my crush filled sweet denial

    Most days, though, I want this over
    Thinkin’ ‘bout that four leaf clover

    Pledge my head to clearer thinking
    just to keep my heart from sinking

    DSC_2113lo

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie in print or digital: Photographic Melodie Shop
    More poetry videos: Check out Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE

  • For Momma

    Originally published May 8, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Dedicated to Nel Hoon and all the strong mothers out there all over the world

    For Momma by Melodie Yvonne

    Momma I write this for you on your day,
    although you may not feel like reading

    I just wanna thank you for humoring me,
    and my silly dreams that I’m dreaming

    You’ve given me everything I could want,
    some things I didn’t know I was needing

    Your faith’s made me stronger and now I’m no
    longer a slave to the demons I’m fleeing

    You’re endlessly loving, accepting, and kind,
    you’re just such a beautiful being

    I drive miles and miles just to be by your side
    ‘cause it’s love in your eyes that I’m seeing

    I promise my heart and my brain’s got your back,
    and I’ll throat punch any ailments your feeling

    I’d tear out my soul and give it to you if it’d
    ease just an inch of your grieving

    I know there’s a hole in your heart I can’t fill,
    but at least I can help stop the bleeding

    ‘Cause, Momma, I love you and I’ll always be here
    ‘til we meet in our own little Eden

    Audio only:

    DSC02152blo

    ♥♥♥

    Get your copy of select poetry collections by Melodie in print or digital: Photographic Melodie Shop
    More poetry videos: Check out Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

    ♥♥♥

    Copyright notice: All content on this site is copyright Melodie Yvonne. Non-profit online sharing is allowed only if content is unaltered and credit is given. Commercial use or unauthorized alteration is illegal. Questions? Contact Melodie HERE