Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Locked Out

    Originally published online August 21, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Stupidly gory makes a good story
    but might be a little too corny
    Tryin’ to watch this
    All the way through this
    My mind just keeps fading and wandering

    This smell is delicious I’m quite sure I need this
    I’m goin’ nuts every day
    I gotta go hide my
    weird insane mind
    before I give my used heart away

    Aynot

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  • Crazy I’m Free

    Originally published online August 11, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Please stop postin’ that photo of me
    You’re never here talkin’
    I don’t wanna see
    the way I was lookin’ when you was with me
    I’m lookin’ quite awful
    Why don’t you see?

    Please stop tellin’ them stories ‘bout me
    You don’t really know me
    I know you don’t see
    I’m losin’ my mind every day that I’m free
    I’m lovin’ this sweet rabid
    insanity

    Please stop lying and conniving at me
    I see through your bullshit
    though you don’t see
    I’m over controlling and beatin’ of me
    and now you can’t touch me
    ‘cause crazy I’m free

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  • My Misery Loves Company

    Originally published online August 7, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    I am taut skin over plastic and a heart encased in glass
    I’m about to shatter if this saving don’t come fast
    I am lost out in the cosmos and my mind’s out in the rain
    You can put me back together but I’ll never be the same

    I’m the one that’s here to save you but I just can’t save myself
    I’m a messed up prophet savior only saving someone else
    But if you try to fix me I’ll just up and leave
    My misery loves company and that dear friend is me

    My brain’s a twisted carnival, my skull’s a one man tent
    No sense in being classy when I’m comfortable low rent
    I’ll be the girl your momma loves, I’ll be the one she hates
    I’ll be the thing you need the most until my being breaks

    I’m the one that’s here to save you but I just can’t save myself
    I’m a messed up prophet savior only saving someone else
    But if you try to fix me I’ll just up and leave
    ‘Cause my misery loves company and that dear friend is me
    Oh yes, my misery loves company, and that dear friend is me

    Now I’ve told you how I’m feeling and I hope you listened in
    My cards are on the table and the dealer’s gonna win
    Player one is yelling “Yahtzee!”, but I’m still player two
    And I’m afraid I’ll never finish and be bought or owned by you

    I’m the one that’s here to save you but I still can’t save myself
    I’m your messed up prophet savior only saving someone else
    And if you try to fix me I’ll just up and leave
    ‘Cause my misery loves company and that dear friend is me
    Oh yes, my misery loves company, and that dear friend is me

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  • Never Stop and Beat That Clock

    Originally published online July 27, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Face is flush and deep I’m breathing
    Lookin’ for a train to leave on
    Jumpin’ off this crazy soap ride
    I’m so real these lies can’t hide

    I’m gonna keep movin’ until I stop
    These cunts can’t stop me ’cause I’m a rock
    I left my life behind the block
    I’m tryin’ dream and beat the clock

    My head is hurtin’ but soon I’ll fix it
    Get away from all these mind tricks
    Twisted shit pollutes my soul
    Why they do it I don’t know

    I’m gonna keep movin’ until I stop
    These cunts can’t stop me ’cause I’m a rock
    I left my life behind the block
    I’m tryin’ dream and beat the clock

    I lose my heart each time I give it
    Let it go and don’t retrieve it
    Duct tape fixes everything
    Get it back and start again

    I’m gonna keep movin’ and I won’t stop
    These cunts can’t stop me ’cause I’m a rock
    I left my life behind the block
    Used my dream and beat that clock

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  • Cleithrophobia

    Originally published online July 27, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    All I can hear in my head
    Are the words that great Shannon once said
    and I can feel all of that fear
    “Get me outta here” inside my ear.

    I don’t know what I’m gonna do
    If I’m stuck in this underground room
    and I’ll make my mind comfortably numb
    ‘Til it dies and I get to be done.

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  • This Sunday, September 7, I’ll be stepping onto the stage to share my words live.
    The performance begins at 4PM, woven between the brilliance of Premium Blend as part of the Clear Vibes Concerts ft Premium Blend!

    It means a lot to bring my poetry into this kind of space — surrounded by music, energy, and community. If you’ve been curious to experience my work beyond the page, this is a perfect moment to join me.

    I can’t wait to see some familiar faces (and new ones too) in the crowd, and to share this afternoon of sound and spirit together.

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  • Confined in Space

    Originally published online July 27, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Face is flushing, hard to breathe
    I’m waitin’, wantin’ to flee and leave
    I’ve got these wings to jump and fly
    But I’m stuck where I’m at and I don’t know why

    Feelin’ happy most all the time
    Eatin’ fudge and feelin’ fine
    Got my pen to write some rhymes
    Ain’t that just enough of fine?

    Feelin’ bugged, confined in space
    Mark my words that mark my face
    Skin’s too damp to clear my brow
    And Shannon’s right, air’s heavy now

    Feelin’ happy most all the time
    Eatin’ fudge and feelin’ fine
    Got my pen to write some rhymes
    Ain’t that just enough of fine?

    Barbstract

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  • Senseless

    Originally published online July 23, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Listen to me fall apart
    One tug, one string around my heart
    Listen to me crumble down
    ‘Round all this sadness I have found

    Watch me shrink and back away
    So you don’t see my slow decay
    Watch me turn into a ghost
    And vacate this most gracious host

    Feel me pull and disconnect
    So I won’t be a mental pest
    Feel me slide and fall and hide
    From your sweet whim that I abide

    Take a taste of what I gave
    To turn your heartless soul my way
    Savor all my soul that’s left
    An unrequited psycho mess

    Breathe in of this sweet vanilla
    Wafting upwards toward your pillar
    Take a breath for you of me
    Then exhale out and set me free

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  • Take A Breath

    Originally published online July 21, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Just take a breath and finally say goodbye
    Let me go don’t look me in the eye
    Tell me that you’ll finally set me free
    And snap this tethered string from you to me

    Just take a breath and watch me walk away
    You never heard the things my heart would say
    You never listened to my soul that prayed
    Your gaze is just a thinly veiled charade

    Just take a breath and time to run and hide
    Follow these bright headlights through the night
    These lights that show how brightly I can see
    The path I need to run away and leave

    Just take a breath again I’m here alone
    This lonely sound proof room that is my home
    I’m shackled and my meat is worn to bone
    But I know I can’t get hurt here on my own

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  • My Broke Apocalypse

    Originally published online July 21, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    I turn up the music
    I’m swimming in you
    Swimming in you
    With devotion so true
    Until I wake up
    And realize again
    Time has run out
    You left in the end

    Now it’s my broke
    Apocalypse
    My eclipsed sunshine trip
    My fucking life to live
    Now how I want to live

    Tryin’ to ride life
    Like I’m on the rails
    But how do I know you’re
    Not blowin’ the sails
    Shouldn’t have put you up
    High on that shelf
    Cause you fell right off
    And I’m still by myself

    And it’s my broke
    Apocalypse
    My eclipsed sunshine trip
    My fucking life to live
    Now how I want to live

    My broke
    Apocalypse
    My eclipsed sunshine trip
    Give me the life I live
    Now I’m done givin’ in

    My broke
    Apocalypse
    My eclipsed sunshine trip
    My lonely life to live
    Now I don’t wanna live

    My broke
    Apocalypse
    My eclipsed sunshine trip
    My lonely life to live
    Now I’m not gonna live

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