Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Be With Me

    Originally published online March 1, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    These times have changed, but they ain’t changing me
    No matter who’s leadin’ my soul is still free
    Ain’t nothing can touch me if I don’t let it
    and I’ll spread my words until every soul gets it

    Don’t be alone when you could be with me
    Weird, wild, and crazy, just be who you’ll be
    No judgment here, and no fear of acceptance
    We’ll love you for you as long as you let us

    These times have sure changed, but they won’t change me
    No matter who’s leadin’ my soul is still free
    Ain’t nothin’ can touch you if you don’t let it
    So let’s spread our words until every soul gets it

    My politician’s not better than yours
    They’re nothing but flabby flesh puppeted whores
    So stop all this fussing, no fighting, no biting
    Let’s unite ourselves for the causes worth fighting

    Don’t be alone when you could be with me
    Weird, wild, and crazy, just be who we’ll be
    No judgment here, and no fear of acceptance
    We’ll all love each other as long as we let us

    These times have changed, but they ain’t changin’ me
    We’re our own leaders let’s choose to be free
    Ain’t nothin’ can touch us if we don’t let it
    So let’s spread our song until every soul gets it

    Let’s spread our song until every soul gets it
    and our lil words make love conquer the wretched

    Don’t be alone when you could be with me
    Weird, wild, and crazy just be who you’ll be
    Spark up that fire and set your soul free
    And I’ll love you forever as long as you let me

    I’ll love you forever as long as you let me
    So don’t be alone be with me

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  • The One I Want The Most

    Originally published online Feb 27, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    You’re everything I needed that I didn’t really want
    I just don’t like your kind of guy, the kind that needs to flaunt
    I didn’t want to know you and I didn’t want to care
    But now I’m stuck here with regrets that permeate the air

    You beat me to the punch line
    You beat me in this race
    You left me all alone all broken, lost, and out of place

    Why’d I let you near me when I really shouldn’t dare?
    Why’d I try to help you when you didn’t really care?
    Why’d I fall for you in such an inconvenient way?
    I know the type of girl I am, I’m not the type who stays

    You beat me to the punch line
    You beat me in this race
    You left me all alone embarrassed tear stains on my face

    Now you’ve left me fuddled, and you’re nothing but a ghost
    I never wanted you, but you’re the one I want the most
    And though I never really even wanted you to care
    I’d take it all away for one more chance to have you near

    You beat me to the punch line
    You beat me in this race
    Now I’m just a low life and a second place disgrace

    You beat me to the punch line
    You beat me in this race
    And I’d take it all away for one more chance to see your face

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  • Outta My Head

    Originally published online Feb 25, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Get outta my head, get outta my head
    I’ll forgive what you said, just get outta my head

    All that I wanted was kinda to touch you
    All that you wanted was kinda a mess too
    We came together and could have it made
    If we stayed together, but we couldn’t stay

    Get outta my head, get outta my head
    I’ll forgive what you did, just get outta my head

    The sun and the sun just can’t be together
    ‘Cause then who’ll be left in cantankerous weather
    Hiding behind the clouds we bring on us
    But keeping apart, my god, what will it cost us?

    Get outta my mind, get outta my mind
    Whatever you find, just get outta my mind
    I swear I’ll believe everything that you said
    Just please let me go, and get outta my head

    Can you really feel this mental obsession?
    Is it feelin’ real or keepin’ you guessin’?
    Tryin’ to trust my mind and what’s in it
    But it’s so damn full of bullshit unrequited

    We won’t get together if we don’t start talkin’
    But I’m scared to death and I done started walkin’
    You wanna catch up better quicken your pace
    ‘Cause my feet will catch fire when my mind sees your face

    Get outta my head, get outta my head
    Forgive what I said, and get outta my head
    Give me salvation from what I can’t find
    Just please let me go, and get outta my mind

    I’m just not quite sure you’d love someone like me
    This love for myself doesn’t even come free
    I pay with my heart and my soul every day
    If you’d gave me a chance I might have had it made

    Get outta my mind, get outta my mind
    You’re not gonna like the things that you find
    You’re not gonna wanna be one of mine
    So please let me go, and get outta my mind

    Get outta my head, get outta my head
    It’s too late to feel all these things I’ve not said
    I want you to free me, and leave me for dead
    So please let me go, and get out of my head

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  • Staring Right Straight In The Sun

    Originally published online Feb 24, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I’m staring right straight in the sun
    Wondering what on earth I’ve done
    and now I guess you’ll never know me
    I just wanted you to own me

    Empty is as empty does
    You swept me underneath your rug
    You fall behind, I run in place
    Hoping just to glimpse your face

    Hopeless is as hopeless does
    I’ll make it like it never was
    and I’ll erase me from your history
    Hoping that you won’t forget me

    Staring right straight in the sun
    Wondering what on earth I’ve done
    and now I guess you’ll never know me
    I just wanted you to own me

    Staring right straight off in space
    I let my mind eclipse your face
    Just shadows of the you that knew me
    Guess you thought you couldn’t lose me

    Lonesome is as lonesome does
    I swept me underneath my rug
    I’m nothing now but broken memories
    Out of tune and off key melodies

    Empty is as empty does
    You ran ahead, I fell in love
    and now we’re just too far off track
    I run away, and don’t look back

    I’m staring right straight in the sun
    I’m wondering what the hell I’ve done
    and now I guess you never knew me
    Guess you’re just not use to losing

    Staring right straight off in space
    I let my mind eclipse your face
    Just shadows left of you that knew me
    Guess you thought you couldn’t lose me

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  • A You Addict

    Originally published online Feb 23, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    My mind’s lost the war on drugs, and you’re the drug for me
    Heroin’s got nothing on your frank philosophy
    My heart’s twisted from your blood that courses through my veins
    It’s time for you to set me free before I go insane

    You weave a politician’s tapestry of charm and lies
    You see me for the prey I am despite my strong disguise
    You let me wander only just an arm’s length out of reach
    And if I try to run away you tighten up that leash

    Second best was all I ever was to you at all
    A safety net to catch you every time you start to fall
    But now my heart is wearing out and leaking like a sieve
    You’ve bled me dry, and all you’ve got is all I’ve left to give

    My mind’s lost the war on drugs, and you’re the drug for me
    Heroin’s got nothing on your frank philosophy
    My heart’s twisted from your blood that courses through my veins
    It’s time for you to set me free before I go insane

    Well, now our end is growing near, it’s time for me to go
    I’m really good at leavin’ but it hurts more than you know
    We both know that my silly dreams were just not meant to be
    So please release this empty bag of flesh and set me free

    My mind’s lost the war on drugs, and you’re the drug for me
    Heroin’s got nothing on your frank philosophy
    My heart’s twisted from your blood that courses through my veins
    And it’s time for you to set me free before I go insane

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  • Broken Rosy Lenses

    Originally published online Feb 21, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I was what you saw in her
    I was in her eyes
    That fleshy bag of meat
    was just a me disguise

    I was Hunter Thompson
    I was Steadman too
    I was everything you wanted
    packaged wrong for you

    I was good intentions
    Hers the road to hell
    but you skipped along right down her path
    until you tripped and fell

    I was there to pick you up
    There to dust you off
    but the second you felt better
    a pirate stole your heart

    I was there to watch you fall
    cracked apart again
    I was there to watch you
    through my shattered rosy lens

    I’m still here to pick you up
    Here to dust you off
    but I’ve built a wall around my heart
    with double bolted locks

    I’m still everything you want
    packaged wrong for you
    but now my rosy lens is capped
    She’s me and I am you

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  • 22 Steps to Leaving You

    Originally published online Feb 7, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Twenty-two steps to leaving you
    It’s what I am, it’s what I do
    Twenty-two steps to leaving you
    Now I’m gone, and now we’re through

    One, two, three
    Walk over me
    Two, three, four
    Shut the door
    Five, six
    You’re such a bitch
    Seven, eight
    FUCK your fate
    Nine, ten
    Your life’s a sin
    Eleven, twelve
    Go to Hell

    One, two, three
    I can’t breathe
    Two, three, four
    I’m on the floor

    Thirteen, fourteen
    This is routine
    Fifteen, sixteen
    Wish you’d just leave
    Seventeen, eighteen
    Wipe the slate clean
    Nineteen, Twenty
    FUCK your money
    Twenty-one
    I’m on the run
    Twenty-two
    And FUCK you too

    One, two, three
    You’re over me
    Two, three, four
    I’m not your whore
    Five, six
    Suck your own dick
    Lucky seven
    You’ll be beggin’

    Twenty-two steps to leaving you
    Now I’m gone, and now we’re through
    Twenty-two steps to leaving you
    Is twenty-one more than I should do

    Twenty-two steps to leaving you
    Now I’m gone, and now we’re through
    Twenty-two steps to leaving you
    I love you, but now we’re through

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  • Chimney to Nowhere

    Originally published online Feb 4, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    A chimney to nowhere in the middle of the woods
    is where I hid and where I stood
    as I watched each passing day
    fade into memories bleak and grey

    It stood so proud just like myself
    a remnant of what I must have felt
    before my water turned so muddy
    bore a tunnel dark and ruddy

    Mortared tower to the sky soaring just above my eye
    it looks so sad it makes me cry
    all unbelonging in its place
    a weathered tired worn on its face

    Floating through this galaxie
    this random chimney just like me
    a thousand tears in downward sliver
    join the ever-changing river

    This chimney to nowhere in the middle of the woods
    still where I hide just where I stood
    but now this fear has come with age
    and built an ever present rage

    We stand alone as years pass on
    and wonder where the souls have gone
    It wonders where they all could be
    It sits and wonders just like me

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  • In or Out

    Originally published online Jan 29, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Let me in or let me out
    You fill my heavy head with doubt
    and right now I know you feel hazy
    but my waiting heart gets lazy

    Itchy soul and mind’s a wanderer
    I’ll not have what makes me fonder
    ‘cause I know the grass is greener
    Chemicals wipe my brain cleaner

    Let me in or let me out
    You fill my heavy head with doubt
    and right now you just make me crazy
    Gotta run unless you make me

    I don’t want you here to love me
    You’ll be takin’ too much of me
    Wishin’ on those stars above us
    Let me go and please forgive us

    Let me in or let me out of
    all this doubt that swallows me up
    and now all your lines are hazy
    and you’ve got me feeling crazy

    Let me in or let me out
    My heavy head’s still filled with doubt
    Distance makes my outline hazy
    Now my waiting heart is lazy

    Let me in or let me out
    You filled my heavy head with doubt
    Gotta run now ‘cause you made me
    Lost me ‘cause your heart is lazy

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  • Looks Like You

    Originally published online Jan 23, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here
    This piece can also be found in the print collection Seed Guzzler: And Other Succubi — available here

    Looks like you’re having a comfortable ride in that car that I built for two
    Looks like you’re having an easy time, though, that seat wasn’t made for you
    You’ve taken advantage of my little life and you’ve used me through and through
    You’re such a seductive little whore always looking to suck someone new

    A single white female, your copy paste face changes lies like a bloody chameleon
    You exploit your friends, set your table with men, and ignore them except when it’s mealtime
    A canvas so blank, you are void like white paint, mostly harmless till you get your hooks in
    And then it’s too late ‘cause you’ve super glued fate like an ear to an open mouthed Tyson

    Looks like you’re having a comfortable ride in that car that I built for two
    Looks like you’re having an easy time, though, that seat wasn’t made for you

    I wish I was free, but bound we will be for handles are not often shaken
    As much as I run it’s like you’ve got a gun held up to my mind that you’ve taken
    So I guess I’ll just hide, stay hidden inside, ‘til your beasts sleeps that I have awakened
    And then I’ll be rid of your intricate web and I’ll pray that you leave me forsaken

    Looks like you’re having a comfortable ride in that car that I built for two
    Looks like you’re having an easy time, though, that seat wasn’t made for you
    Looks like you’re having a comfortable ride in that car that I built for two
    Looks like I cared, well, that’s where you erred, I’ll set fire to myself when I’m through

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