Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Resurrection

    Originally published online Sept 24, 2017 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here
    “Resurrection” can also be found in Melodie’s Poetry Collaboration psalms 2000:17-24 — available on Amazon here

    Self aware yet unaware
    Doesn’t get me anywhere
    Too scared to run too scared to care
    Too scared to take that double dare

    Not lost but just not anywhere
    Depression just don’t have a care
    I’m not quite sure what got me here
    But suddenly I’m filled with fear

    One by one we all fall down, we all fall down, we all fall down
    One by one we all fall down but we can get back up again

    Can’t keep up with Satan’s pace
    ‘Cause I won’t wear my double face
    Losing in this human race
    To get a dab from heaven’s taste

    Listen but don’t trust my ears
    Seeking knowledge everywhere
    Being saved moves me to tears
    And suddenly I have no fears

    ‘Cause one by one we all fall down, we all fall down, we all fall down
    One by one we all fall down but we get back up again

    Finding that I’ve still got faith
    Pulls me out that darkened place
    Finding that I’ve still got faith
    Clears those tear stains from my face

    Wanna lift you right up with me
    Even though you might not get me
    Wanna share the love that lifts me
    And the miracles He gifts me

    One by one we all fall down, we all fall down, we all fall down
    One by one we all fall down but as one we rise again

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  • Waste Me

    Originally published online Sept 8, 2017 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here
    “Waste Me” can also be found in Melodie’s Poetry Collaboration Sin & Skin — available on Amazon here

    Feelin’ your body heat under my skin
    It feels so good but I know it’s a sin
    ‘Cause nothing this healthy has ever been tasty
    But if I can’t have you, you might as well waste me

    I’m feelin’ your eyes lookin’ deep inside me
    Wonderin’ if it’s time for me to be me
    Sometimes I’m madonna, but now I’m your whore
    And you keep me all cummin’ back beggin’ for more

    Feelin’ your body heat under my skin
    It feels so good but I know it’s a sin
    ‘Cause nothing this healthy has ever been tasty
    And if I can’t have you, you might as well waste me

    Want to crawl outta my skin and in yours
    I want you inside so bad I’m on all fours
    That darkness in you gets the darkness in me
    And I crave how you let me just set it all free

    Feelin’ you thrust deep inside of my soul
    I’m takin’ it all and I’m takin’ it whole
    And all I can do is just pray this won’t end
    ‘Cause the way that you fuck me is my favorite sin

    Feelin’ your body heat under my skin
    It feels so good but I know it’s a sin
    ‘Cause nothing this healthy has ever been tasty
    But if I can’t have you, you might as well waste me

    I wanna taste you and you wanna taste me
    So if I can’t have you, you might as well waste me

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  • Melody Medicine

    Originally published online Sept 5, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I don’t care if you love me now ‘cause all I gots is time
    Time to heal my soul myself with true love that I find
    Each time I hit that play, I reach the end and I rewind
    And all these melodies wash over me and cleanse my troubled mind

    I don’t care if you leave me now, I’ll never be alone
    I hit that play Jimi, Shannon, & Josh jump out my phone
    And never will they hit or even use an angry tone
    ‘Cause they’re only here to feed my soul, heal me, and make me whole

    I don’t care if you love me now ‘cause all I gots is time
    Time to heal my soul myself with true love that I find
    Each time I hit that play, I reach the end and I rewind
    And all these melodies wash over me and cleanse my troubled mind

    There ain’t no hurt that you can give that hurts my frame of mind
    There ain’t no hurt that you can give that music can’t unwind
    Put the needle on the record ‘stead of in your arm next time
    And maybe all your troubles melt away along with some of mine

    I don’t care if you love me now ‘cause all I gots is time
    Time to heal my soul myself with true love that I find
    Each time I hit that play, I reach the end and I rewind
    And all these melodies wash over me and cleanse my troubled mind

    Oh yes, each time I hit that play, I reach the end and I rewind
    And all those melodies wash over me and free my troubled mind

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  • Cryin’ Today

    Originally published online Aug 25, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I’m sad and I feel like cryin’ today
    I don’t understand why this won’t go away
    And all that I wanted was for you to stay
    But now all I want is my own little way

    I’m sad and I feel like cryin’ today
    This isn’t a game and I don’t wanna play
    I’ve given you every reason to stay
    But I’m takin them back now so you better pray

    I’m sad and I feel like cryin’ today
    I don’t understand all these things that you say
    I’ll sure not be lied to and you’ve gone and strayed
    So I’m thinkin’ it’s ‘bout time to leave here today

    I’m sad and I feel like cryin’ today

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  • Body For Hire

    Originally published online Sep 2, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I’m feelin’ quite nothing, just less than you’d guess
    I’m feelin’ quite awful and kinda a mess
    I’m feelin’ just somewhat a little bit lost
    And all of my wires have done gotten crossed

    I’m feelin’ just slightly a little less tired
    Feelin’ more lively, but this soul’s been mired
    All of these warnings just catch me on fire
    And now I’m burnt out, just a body for hire

    I’m feelin’ you crawlin’ right under my skin
    I’m feelin’ you knockin’ but you can’t come in
    I’m feelin’ your eyes and your mind’s always pryin’
    But I’ll never feed you my tears when I’m cryin’

    I’m feeling you back off and cuttin’ that string
    I need you to take back the chaos you bring
    I need you to go ‘cause I’m steppin’ in something
    And all that I want now is just to feel nothing

    I’m feelin’ quite nothing, just less than you’d guess
    I’m feelin’ quite awful and kinda a mess
    I’m feelin’ just somewhat a little bit lost
    And all of my wires have done gotten crossed

    I’m feelin’ just slightly a little more tired
    Feelin’ less lively ’cause this soul’s been mired
    All of these warnings just catch me on fire
    And now I’m burnt out, just a body for hire

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  • Dirty Little Spills

    Originally published online Aug 23, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I stopped right here by your front door
    And dared to peek inside
    The dimness of your inner lights
    Held secrets you can’t hide

    You seemed to be so debonair
    So stern and in control
    But what I didn’t seem to notice
    Was the waning of your flow

    I was sent here to protect you
    And save your life I will
    But I just can’t keep on cleanin’ up
    Your dirty little spills

    I stopped right here by your front door
    And dared to peek inside
    They’re linin’ up like leeches
    Pumpin’ your veins for a ride

    Still you just keep on flexin’ them
    And tighten up that tie
    But I just can’t drown an arsonist
    Just a’ having a good time

    I was sent here to protect you
    And save your life I will
    But I just can’t keep on cleanin’ up
    Your dirty little spills

    I stopped right here by your front door
    And dared to peek inside
    The dimness of your inner lights
    Held secrets you can’t hide

    I stopped right here by your front door
    And dared to peek inside
    But now it’s time for me to turn away
    From all these fires you light

    I was sent here to protect you
    And save your life I will
    But I just can’t keep on cleanin’ up
    Your dirty little spills

    Oh no I just can’t keep on cleanin’ up
    Your dirty little spills

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  • Jogging Sideways

    Originally published online Aug 15, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    So it’s a surprise why my butt cheeks are so fat
    ‘Cause I spend my time just a’ tryin’ for freedom
    I guess once I get it I spend it all eatin’

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    I’m hidin’ from you ‘til my belly is so fat
    I’m full from the you shots I’m drinking away
    And now I’m so drunk its makin’ me stay

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    Nothin’s forever but you got what I lack
    Can’t figure out why right here I’m still sittin’
    But surely to god it’s about time for quittin’

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    I just can’t stay now so I’m takin my heart back
    Easing on out that old door that I slid in
    And hopin’ you stay on asleep ‘til the mornin’

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    And I just don’t need no one else holdin’ me back
    I guess I just really should never have let you
    And now how am I ever just gonna forget you

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at

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  • I’m Leaving

    Originally published online Aug 11, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    You look at me like you think something
    Your eyes are what give you away
    You treat me just like I’m a nothing
    And I just plain don’t like these games

    Your eyes I’m just starting to realize
    Are bein’ used mostly for weighing
    So my mind’s runnin’ startin’ to theorize
    That you just plain don’t care what I’m saying

    He looks at me like I’m a something
    And treats me more like I am too
    So please don’t believe that I’m bluffing
    When I say those two words to you

    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You’ve pushed me too far
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You gave me these scars
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    Is what I must say
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    I’m saying today

    If actions speak louder than words
    Then your lazy motions are yelling
    And why in the hell does it hurt?
    The bruises your love leaves are telling

    They tell me I should walk away
    They tell me to never look back
    So no longer here can I stay
    You’ve done turned my blue heart to black

    I’m takin my somethin’ and leavin’
    Now you are the nothing I see
    So don’t give me that bullshit grievin’
    You never gave one shit ‘bout me

    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You’ve pushed me too far
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You gave me these scars
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    Is what I must say
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    I’m saying today

    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You’ve pushed me too far
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You gave me these scars
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    Is what I must say
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    I’m goin’ today

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  • Stealing Home

    Originally published online Aug 13, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Stop being that guy that I want you to be
    Just please remind me why I choose to be free
    Don’t cross the streams and don’t add to my cluster
    ‘Cause hidin’ these feelings is all I can muster

    Need you to need me just like I need you
    We’ve not really started but soon we’ll be through
    I just can’t stand here and watch you forget me
    I’m thinkin’ I’m runnin ‘fore you start to miss me

    What are you doin’ you’re gonna confuse me
    Can’t you just be like them all and abuse me
    Can’t you just let me alone with my crazy
    Just let me alone and stop tryin’ to save me

    Need you to need me just like I need you
    We’ve not really started but soon we’ll be through
    I just can’t stand here and watch you forget me
    I’m thinkin’ I’m runnin ‘fore you start to miss me

    Whatever you are I am all that and more
    A forward and backward emotional whore
    And I just don’t think that I’ll ever be needed
    So I’m kinda thinkin’ I better be leavin’

    Need you to need me just like I need you
    We’ve not really started but soon we’ll be through
    I just can’t stand here and watch you forget me
    I’m thinkin’ I’m runnin ‘fore you start to miss me

    I’m thinkin’ I’m runnin ‘fore you start to miss me
    I’ve got a head start do ya miss me?

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  • Unthawed

    Originally published online Aug 14, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    You’re all that I am and all that I’m not
    I’m nobody’s girl but your web’s got me caught
    Not sure what I’m doing feelin’ this way
    But the way that I’m feelin’ keeps makin’ me stay

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear on your couch
    Torn between touchin’ and runnin’ right out
    But how can I keep this cold petrified stature
    When warm cozy cuddlin’ is what you are after

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear ‘round my heart
    Keepin’ it froze so it don’t fall apart
    But how will I keep this cold petrified pump
    When your warm blooded soul tries to give me a jump

    You’re all that I am and all that I got
    I’m falling too deep and no bottom to stop
    And I already know you won’t be there to catch me
    I guess I’m just hopin’ your soul won’t forget me

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear on your couch
    Torn between touchin’ and runnin’ right out
    But how can I keep this cold petrified stature
    When warm cozy cuddlin’ is what you are after

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear ‘round my heart
    Keepin’ it froze so it don’t fall apart
    But how will I keep this cold petrified pump
    When your warm blooded soul tries to give me a jump

    You’re all that I was but now I’m just not
    I’m runnin’ away and I’ll never be caught
    ‘Cause it’s just all scary the way that you get me
    And soon I just know that you’re gonna forget me

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear round my heart
    Keepin’ it froze so it don’t fall apart
    But how will I keep this cold petrified pump
    When your warm blooded soul just keeps makin’ me jump

    How will I keep myself frozen?

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