Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Melody Medicine

    Originally published online Sept 5, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I don’t care if you love me now ‘cause all I gots is time
    Time to heal my soul myself with true love that I find
    Each time I hit that play, I reach the end and I rewind
    And all these melodies wash over me and cleanse my troubled mind

    I don’t care if you leave me now, I’ll never be alone
    I hit that play Jimi, Shannon, & Josh jump out my phone
    And never will they hit or even use an angry tone
    ‘Cause they’re only here to feed my soul, heal me, and make me whole

    I don’t care if you love me now ‘cause all I gots is time
    Time to heal my soul myself with true love that I find
    Each time I hit that play, I reach the end and I rewind
    And all these melodies wash over me and cleanse my troubled mind

    There ain’t no hurt that you can give that hurts my frame of mind
    There ain’t no hurt that you can give that music can’t unwind
    Put the needle on the record ‘stead of in your arm next time
    And maybe all your troubles melt away along with some of mine

    I don’t care if you love me now ‘cause all I gots is time
    Time to heal my soul myself with true love that I find
    Each time I hit that play, I reach the end and I rewind
    And all these melodies wash over me and cleanse my troubled mind

    Oh yes, each time I hit that play, I reach the end and I rewind
    And all those melodies wash over me and free my troubled mind

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  • Cryin’ Today

    Originally published online Aug 25, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I’m sad and I feel like cryin’ today
    I don’t understand why this won’t go away
    And all that I wanted was for you to stay
    But now all I want is my own little way

    I’m sad and I feel like cryin’ today
    This isn’t a game and I don’t wanna play
    I’ve given you every reason to stay
    But I’m takin them back now so you better pray

    I’m sad and I feel like cryin’ today
    I don’t understand all these things that you say
    I’ll sure not be lied to and you’ve gone and strayed
    So I’m thinkin’ it’s ‘bout time to leave here today

    I’m sad and I feel like cryin’ today

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  • Body For Hire

    Originally published online Sep 2, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I’m feelin’ quite nothing, just less than you’d guess
    I’m feelin’ quite awful and kinda a mess
    I’m feelin’ just somewhat a little bit lost
    And all of my wires have done gotten crossed

    I’m feelin’ just slightly a little less tired
    Feelin’ more lively, but this soul’s been mired
    All of these warnings just catch me on fire
    And now I’m burnt out, just a body for hire

    I’m feelin’ you crawlin’ right under my skin
    I’m feelin’ you knockin’ but you can’t come in
    I’m feelin’ your eyes and your mind’s always pryin’
    But I’ll never feed you my tears when I’m cryin’

    I’m feeling you back off and cuttin’ that string
    I need you to take back the chaos you bring
    I need you to go ‘cause I’m steppin’ in something
    And all that I want now is just to feel nothing

    I’m feelin’ quite nothing, just less than you’d guess
    I’m feelin’ quite awful and kinda a mess
    I’m feelin’ just somewhat a little bit lost
    And all of my wires have done gotten crossed

    I’m feelin’ just slightly a little more tired
    Feelin’ less lively ’cause this soul’s been mired
    All of these warnings just catch me on fire
    And now I’m burnt out, just a body for hire

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  • Dirty Little Spills

    Originally published online Aug 23, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I stopped right here by your front door
    And dared to peek inside
    The dimness of your inner lights
    Held secrets you can’t hide

    You seemed to be so debonair
    So stern and in control
    But what I didn’t seem to notice
    Was the waning of your flow

    I was sent here to protect you
    And save your life I will
    But I just can’t keep on cleanin’ up
    Your dirty little spills

    I stopped right here by your front door
    And dared to peek inside
    They’re linin’ up like leeches
    Pumpin’ your veins for a ride

    Still you just keep on flexin’ them
    And tighten up that tie
    But I just can’t drown an arsonist
    Just a’ having a good time

    I was sent here to protect you
    And save your life I will
    But I just can’t keep on cleanin’ up
    Your dirty little spills

    I stopped right here by your front door
    And dared to peek inside
    The dimness of your inner lights
    Held secrets you can’t hide

    I stopped right here by your front door
    And dared to peek inside
    But now it’s time for me to turn away
    From all these fires you light

    I was sent here to protect you
    And save your life I will
    But I just can’t keep on cleanin’ up
    Your dirty little spills

    Oh no I just can’t keep on cleanin’ up
    Your dirty little spills

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  • Jogging Sideways

    Originally published online Aug 15, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    So it’s a surprise why my butt cheeks are so fat
    ‘Cause I spend my time just a’ tryin’ for freedom
    I guess once I get it I spend it all eatin’

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    I’m hidin’ from you ‘til my belly is so fat
    I’m full from the you shots I’m drinking away
    And now I’m so drunk its makin’ me stay

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    Nothin’s forever but you got what I lack
    Can’t figure out why right here I’m still sittin’
    But surely to god it’s about time for quittin’

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    I just can’t stay now so I’m takin my heart back
    Easing on out that old door that I slid in
    And hopin’ you stay on asleep ‘til the mornin’

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at
    And I just don’t need no one else holdin’ me back
    I guess I just really should never have let you
    And now how am I ever just gonna forget you

    Runnin’ away is all that I’m good at

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  • I’m Leaving

    Originally published online Aug 11, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    You look at me like you think something
    Your eyes are what give you away
    You treat me just like I’m a nothing
    And I just plain don’t like these games

    Your eyes I’m just starting to realize
    Are bein’ used mostly for weighing
    So my mind’s runnin’ startin’ to theorize
    That you just plain don’t care what I’m saying

    He looks at me like I’m a something
    And treats me more like I am too
    So please don’t believe that I’m bluffing
    When I say those two words to you

    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You’ve pushed me too far
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You gave me these scars
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    Is what I must say
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    I’m saying today

    If actions speak louder than words
    Then your lazy motions are yelling
    And why in the hell does it hurt?
    The bruises your love leaves are telling

    They tell me I should walk away
    They tell me to never look back
    So no longer here can I stay
    You’ve done turned my blue heart to black

    I’m takin my somethin’ and leavin’
    Now you are the nothing I see
    So don’t give me that bullshit grievin’
    You never gave one shit ‘bout me

    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You’ve pushed me too far
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You gave me these scars
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    Is what I must say
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    I’m saying today

    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You’ve pushed me too far
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    You gave me these scars
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    Is what I must say
    I’m leaving, I’m leaving
    I’m goin’ today

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  • Stealing Home

    Originally published online Aug 13, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Stop being that guy that I want you to be
    Just please remind me why I choose to be free
    Don’t cross the streams and don’t add to my cluster
    ‘Cause hidin’ these feelings is all I can muster

    Need you to need me just like I need you
    We’ve not really started but soon we’ll be through
    I just can’t stand here and watch you forget me
    I’m thinkin’ I’m runnin ‘fore you start to miss me

    What are you doin’ you’re gonna confuse me
    Can’t you just be like them all and abuse me
    Can’t you just let me alone with my crazy
    Just let me alone and stop tryin’ to save me

    Need you to need me just like I need you
    We’ve not really started but soon we’ll be through
    I just can’t stand here and watch you forget me
    I’m thinkin’ I’m runnin ‘fore you start to miss me

    Whatever you are I am all that and more
    A forward and backward emotional whore
    And I just don’t think that I’ll ever be needed
    So I’m kinda thinkin’ I better be leavin’

    Need you to need me just like I need you
    We’ve not really started but soon we’ll be through
    I just can’t stand here and watch you forget me
    I’m thinkin’ I’m runnin ‘fore you start to miss me

    I’m thinkin’ I’m runnin ‘fore you start to miss me
    I’ve got a head start do ya miss me?

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  • Unthawed

    Originally published online Aug 14, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    You’re all that I am and all that I’m not
    I’m nobody’s girl but your web’s got me caught
    Not sure what I’m doing feelin’ this way
    But the way that I’m feelin’ keeps makin’ me stay

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear on your couch
    Torn between touchin’ and runnin’ right out
    But how can I keep this cold petrified stature
    When warm cozy cuddlin’ is what you are after

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear ‘round my heart
    Keepin’ it froze so it don’t fall apart
    But how will I keep this cold petrified pump
    When your warm blooded soul tries to give me a jump

    You’re all that I am and all that I got
    I’m falling too deep and no bottom to stop
    And I already know you won’t be there to catch me
    I guess I’m just hopin’ your soul won’t forget me

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear on your couch
    Torn between touchin’ and runnin’ right out
    But how can I keep this cold petrified stature
    When warm cozy cuddlin’ is what you are after

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear ‘round my heart
    Keepin’ it froze so it don’t fall apart
    But how will I keep this cold petrified pump
    When your warm blooded soul tries to give me a jump

    You’re all that I was but now I’m just not
    I’m runnin’ away and I’ll never be caught
    ‘Cause it’s just all scary the way that you get me
    And soon I just know that you’re gonna forget me

    Sittin’ here frozen with fear round my heart
    Keepin’ it froze so it don’t fall apart
    But how will I keep this cold petrified pump
    When your warm blooded soul just keeps makin’ me jump

    How will I keep myself frozen?

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  • Pixelated Nation

    Originally published online July 24, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    Over processed miracles and unrequited dreams
    Eat away our innocence so much more than they seem
    Over filtered conversations sensitize our brains
    ‘Til no one says a thing they mean and no one says a thing

    We hide our truth behind these pixelated movie screens
    We make up stories and forget that no one’s what they seem
    We hide our hearts and bury feelings deep down in our souls
    ‘Cause if anyone’s offended now we just don’t wanna know

    Over processed miracles and unrequited dreams
    Eat away our innocence so much more than they seem
    Over filtered conversations sensitize our brains
    ‘Til no one says a thing they mean and no one says a thing

    We’re keeping company with cold computer-aided voices
    We cower down and tuck our tails from actual human noises
    We hide in darkened rooms subject to self-interrogation
    From a faceless database filled with a pixelated nation

    Over processed miracles and unrequited dreams
    Eat away our innocence so much more than they seem
    Over filtered conversations sensitize our brains
    ‘Til no one says a thing they mean and no one says a thing

    We hasten our demise and smile like we’ve done nothing wrong
    We sell our souls to corporations following the throngs
    Then when our world implodes we’re first to point and blame the missing
    We’re just building our own ark to hell and 2 x 4 we’re drifting

    Over processed miracles and unrequited dreams
    Eat away our innocence so much more than they seem
    Over filtered conversations sensitize our brains
    ‘Til no one says a thing they mean and no one says a thing

    Our world of no one says a thing they mean and no one says a thing
    A world of no one says a thing they mean and no one says a thing
    We’re just a world on fire and drowning in an opioid sedation
    And we’re building our own walls here in our pixelated nation

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  • Falling

    Originally published online Aug 9, 2017 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Sept — available here

    I don’t know if I’ve met you
    But I do know that I love you
    I’m sittin’ up in heaven
    And I’m watchin’ up above you

    I don’t know if I’ve met you
    But I know I got the feeling
    That soon we’re gonna make something
    That has this whole world reeling

    I don’t know if I’ve met you
    But I do know that I’m falling
    Lookin’ all around me for somethin’
    To help this stalling

    I don’t know what to say to you
    Besides that I’m not ready
    I’m still just frightened and I know
    My hearts just still not steady

    I don’t know if I’ve met you
    But I’ve fallen

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