Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Maybe

    Originally published online July 15, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Maybe by Melodie Yvonne

    Should I have said you won’t see me again?
    Should I have told you that this is the end?
    Should I have wrapped my arms tighter ’round you?
    Maybe I should’ve but what could I do?

    It took me a lifetime to build up the courage
    Took me so long to choke down all my nerves
    Took every ounce of every spine that I had left
    To walk through those doors knowing you couldn’t care less

    Maybe I wasn’t as brave as I could be
    Maybe if I’d followed you’d have wanted to be with me
    But even when you lead I still end up alone
    You let snakes fill your house and left me in the cold

    Now I can’t compete with that slithery nature
    And I won’t bow down to your twin’s siphoned stature
    So all that is left is a check you can’t cash
    From a piece of my heart that you ground into ash

    Should I have said you won’t see me again?
    Should I have told you that this is the end?
    Should I have wrapped my arms tighter ’round you?
    Maybe I should’ve but what could I do?

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  • On Fire

    Originally published online July 10, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    On Fire by Melodie Yvonne

    I’m tryin’ to learn the difference ‘tween distraction
    And the path you’ve led me on
    But sometimes I get lost
    And at what cost?

    I’m tryin’ to learn the difference ‘tween my hurry
    And selfless worry
    But it’s so hard
    And I’ve got scars

    Maybe they have them too?

    I’m tryin’ to learn the difference ‘tween the truth
    Without an ounce of proof
    But I’m tired
    And I’m on fire

    I’m tryin to learn the difference ‘tween where I should be
    And I should leave
    But I’m too far
    And it’s so hard

    Do they know I’m hurting too?

    I’m tryin to learn the difference ‘tween my love
    And all my love for you
    But you lied
    My hands are tied

    I’m tryin to learn the difference ‘tween where I should be
    And I should leave
    But I’m tired
    And I’m on fire

    Are we all on fire too?

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  • Your Savior

    Originally published online July 5, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Your Savior by Melodie Yvonne

    Never underestimate my love for you
    always know I’ll be there if you’re feeling blue
    trust me when I say there’s nothing I won’t do
    except just give my heart away to someone new

    Believe me when I tell you that my heart is breaking
    last thing that I wanna see is you get shaken
    but most times people have to see with their own eyes
    ‘cause addictions can be friendships through denial’s eyes

    Never underestimate my love for you
    always know I’ll be there if you’re feeling blue

    I wish I could just give you faith and make you see me
    I wish I could just save your soul without you bleeding
    salvation’s just a narrow road you walk alone
    but I’ll be right here when you turn ‘round to come back home

    Never underestimate my love for you
    always know I’ll be there if you’re feeling blue
    trust me when I say there’s nothing I won’t do
    except just give my heart away to someone new

    Trust me when I say there’s nothing I won’t do
    except just give my heart away to someone new

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  • A Melodie’s Prayer

    Originally published online July 8, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here
    This piece can also be found in the collection psalms 2000:17-24 — available on Amazon here

    A Melodie’s Prayer by Melodie Yvonne

    Father please calm me and give me my tongue
    Give me the words and then help me move on
    I’ll steward your answers just please help me share them
    And please help me save all these unaware victims

    Please keep me righteous and here on your path
    But keep me from being a judgmental ass
    Please keep me humble and patient and kind
    Even though I don’t walk ‘round deliberately blind

    Thank you for all of these gifts that you’ve given
    Thank you for making me a powerful woman
    But I think most of all I thank you for the love
    And thank you for my home that awaits up above

    Father please calm me and give me my tongue
    Give me the words and then help me move on
    I’ll steward your answers just please help me share them
    And please help me save all these unaware victims

    Oh lord help me save all these unaware victims
    Oh lord help me share all your wisdom

    Amen.

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  • Taste Life

    Originally published online July 9, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Taste Life by Melodie Yvonne

    She don’t need just a record deal
    She needs to get the hell outta here
    But all this time she feels she’s wastin’
    She don’t know is just a taste of

    This whole life that’s ’bout to come
    Sometimes it can be so fun
    So don’t you think that times a’wastin’
    In this life you gotta taste it

    She’s not scared to fight her fears
    So she can get the hell outta here
    But she’s scared her heart’s been wasted
    ‘Cause she forgets this life’s been fated

    And her whole life that’s ‘bout to come
    Sometimes it can be so fun
    So don’t you think that times a’wastin’
    In this life you gotta taste it

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    More poetry videos: Check out Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

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  • Yours Everlong

    Originally published online June 29, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Yours Everlong by Melodie Yvonne

    How do I tell you that you’re going to lose me
    When you’re the only one that never abused me
    How do I tell you that soon I’ll be gone
    When you’re the only one that never did me wrong

    I’ve tried and I’ve tried to give you this warning
    I’ve tried and I’ve tried to warn you evil’s swarming
    But all I’ve been doing is failing this mission
    I just don’t know how to make you stop and listen

    How do I tell you that you’re going to lose me
    When you’re the only one that never abused me
    How do I tell you that soon I’ll be gone
    When you’re the only one that never did me wrong

    I’ll tell you my truth there’s no in between my lines
    My feelings for you are written all over my eyes
    But as much as I want to I can’t stay here with you
    My path is so narrow and you’re still hauling two

    I wish I could stay with you right by your side
    See my heart is all yours and I got nothing to hide
    I gutted myself and showed you my insides
    But it’s just not enough to match all of those lies

    How do I tell you that you’re going to lose me
    When you’re the only one that never abused me
    How do I tell you that soon I’ll be gone
    When you’re the only one that never did me wrong

    How do I tell you that you’re going to lose me
    When you’re the only one that never abused me
    How do I tell you that soon I’ll be gone
    When you’re the only one that never did me wrong

    Oh how do I tell you that soon I’ll be gone
    When my heart will be yours truly everlong

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  • Boomerang

    Originally published online June 17, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Boomerang by Melodie Yvonne

    You’re a dirty coyote that needs kept on a leash
    All of that power needs kept out of reach
    But just to escape you’d chew off your leg
    Then duct tape it on to drag me to my grave

    You’re Pinhead and Freddy without as much charm
    We both better pray you don’t do any harm
    ‘Cause I see that boomerang coming back at you
    From a hand in the sky that’s about to beget you

    Please walk away before this gets really nasty
    Or I’ll find you help if only you’ll ask me
    But never look back and say I didn’t warn you
    When all of your karma finally comes back to swarm you

    You’re Pinhead and Freddy without as much charm
    We both better pray you don’t do any harm
    ‘Cause I see that boomerang coming back at you
    From a hand in the sky that’s about to beget you.

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  • Hurry

    Originally published online June 20, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here
    This piece can also be found in the collection psalms 2000:17-24 — available on Amazon here

    Hurry by Melodie Yvonne

    My life is marked with hurry and it’s causin’ me much trouble
    My idle hands are the devil’s toys, and busy keeps me humble
    But if I don’t give time to God I still will end up losin’
    This fine line I gotta walk can be so fickle and confusin’

    It’s only by the grace of God I’m not a raging pride-atic
    See three’s the magic number it’s as easy as arithmetic
    My Father, Son, and Holy Ghost they keep me humble when I’m sick
    They dress me in a crown of thorns that shields like devil’s walking stick

    My life is marked with hurry and it’s causin’ me much trouble
    My idle hands are the devil’s toys, and busy keeps me humble
    But if I don’t give time to God I still will end up losin’
    This fine line I gotta walk can be so fickle and confusin’

    Now how will I keep all this up, but rid myself of hurry
    When I was young the path was clear but now it’s gotten blurry
    I need to get back to my roots and trust the Lord above
    But it’s hard for me to just let go and let in all his love

    My life is marked with hurry and it’s causin’ me much trouble
    My idle hands are the devil’s toys, and busy keeps me humble
    But if I don’t give time to God I still will end up losin’
    This fine line I gotta walk can be so fickle and confusin’

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  • All for You

    Originally published online June 18, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here
    This piece can also be found in the collection psalms 2000:17-24 — available on Amazon here

    All for You by Melodie Yvonne

    We were taught here from a young age
    How the Lord wants us to behave
    But not how to
    We were taught here from a young age
    Not to make the messes we made
    But not how to
    No, not how to

    All this worry and anxiety that seems to plague our society’s not our burden
    And that’s for certain, it’s all for you
    This world’s rage that’s uncontrolled tryin’ to seep down in our souls it’s all for you
    Let it pass through
    It’s all for you

    So we sit in messes we’ve made
    Tryin’ to clean up from our young age
    But what to do
    We keep listenin’ to that whisperin’
    And we just keep forgettin’ that
    It’s not you
    No, it’s not you

    ‘Cause the you that’s in our soul
    Tries to guide us where to go
    But we’re scared to, Oh we’re scared too
    It’s just so hard to keep rememberin’
    That we deserve to be a winner and
    Just let you
    Oh why can’t we let you?

    ‘Cause all this worry and anxiety that seems to plague our society’s not our burden
    And that’s for certain, it’s all for you
    This world’s rage that’s uncontrolled tryin’ to seep down in our souls it’s all for you
    Let it pass through
    It’s all for you

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  • Kin

    Originally published online June 15, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here
    This piece can also be found in the collection psalms 2000:17-24 — available on Amazon here
    This piece can also be found in the print collection Seed Guzzler: And Other Succubi — available here

    Kin by Melodie Yvonne

    I see through you and the things you do I see your evil brimming
    I see those sins all eat your soul and see that darkness winning
    I see you hide behind your charm, your lies are pretty good
    But I’m not just lil red now, I’m a sheep wearin’ werewolf’s clothes

    You hide behind your faces like a chameleon in a rainbow
    You’re swallowed by your pride, and just won’t see the things that I know
    But rest assured you’re getting lured like lambs into a slaughter
    You don’t wanna feel the pain you’ll feel when you mess with our Father

    I see through you and the things you do I see your evil brimming
    I see those sins all eat your soul and see that darkness winning
    I see you hide behind your charm, your lies are pretty good
    But I’m not just lil red now, I’m a sheep wearin’ werewolf’s clothes

    It’s not too late to save you, and it’s not too late to fix this
    I don’t like bein’ right, and I don’t claim to know your business
    But know that I’m his servant and his ever-loving daughter
    And if you’re messin’ with my kinfolk I’m not afraid to be a martyr

    I see through you and the things you do I see your evil brimming
    I see those sins all eat your soul and see that darkness winning
    I see you hide behind your charm, your lies are pretty good
    But I’m not just lil red now, I’m a sheep wearin’ werewolf’s clothes

    No, I’m not just lil red now

    I’m a sheep wearin’ werewolf’s clothes.

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    More poetry videos: Check out Melodie’s Poetry & Lyrics YouTube Playlist

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