Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • My Shower Song

    Originally published online Sept 13, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    My Shower Song by Melodie Yvonne

    Sometimes when I shower I think I’ve got the power
    To sing the notes as loud as one can sing them
    But somehow even solo I get shy when I miss one note
    And I look around to make sure no one hears it

    Yeah I know a few can feel me when I let you see the real me
    ‘Cause integrity begins when no one’s lookin
    But don’t you be scared to fuck up ‘cause ain’t no one here is perfect
    All that matters is you’re lovin’ what you’re doin’

    So make sure to stay on mission never take more than you’re givin’
    And if there’s somethin’ that don’t feel right you best mind it
    Always dance when no one’s watchin’, give a smile ‘cause it don’t cost ya
    And remember life’s mistakes aren’t what define it

    ♥♥♥

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  • Goodbye to Denial

    Originally published online Sept 12, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Goodbye to Denial by Melodie Yvonne

    The time I found your gear was like a bullet to my gut
    I wondered if there’d ever be a time you’d say enough
    I thought of all the lies and all the time I spent denyin’
    But the blinds are off my eyes now and I’m just so sick of tryin’

    Constant lies and alibis
    My heart’s done hearin’ all your lies
    Constant lies and alibis
    It’s time to say goodbye

    You’re gettin’ half the message and you’re gettin’ that half wrong
    I used to want you by my side but now I want you gone
    The difference in your demons are as plain as night and day
    And now I’ve got just two words left for you and those are go away

    Constant lies and alibis
    My heart’s done hearin’ all your lies
    Constant lies and alibis
    It’s time to say goodbye

    ♥♥♥

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  • Atomic

    Originally published online Sept 5, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Atomic by Melodie Yvonne

    You made me Cinderella
    But you forgot my shoe
    You left me way past midnight
    Stuck not knowing what to do
    You made my every dream for real
    Except the one ‘bout you
    And now I’m sittin’ here alone
    Just wishing I was there with you

    You sped my heart beat up
    But somehow slowed it down
    Your aura’s a barbaric yawp
    That doesn’t make a sound
    Your arms are my safe place to hide
    My place where sorrow drowns
    But your love is an atomic bomb
    That’s made to take me down

    You made my soul begin to dance
    But kept me on the ground
    You showed me how high I could fly
    And then you shot me down
    Your eyes they say they love me
    But they can’t get passed your frown
    And I don’t know how to save that smile
    When I can’t be around

    You sped my heart beat up
    But somehow slowed it down
    Your aura’s a barbaric yawp
    That doesn’t make a sound
    Your arms are my safe place to hide
    My place where sorrow drowns
    But your love is an atomic bomb
    That’s made to take me down

    Yeah your love is my atomic bomb
    That’s made to take me down

    ♥♥♥

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  • Eternal Love

    Originally published online Sept 2, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here
    This piece can also be found in the collection psalms 2000:17-24 available on Amazon here

    Eternal Love by Melodie Yvonne

    I love you with every ounce of me
    I love you because you set me free
    Never have to wonder what you think of me
    Because I know your love will last eternally

    I love you with all my broken soul
    I love you more than you’d ever know
    All my love for you it grows and grows
    Despite the seed that planted in the cold

    I love you through all the shapes I’m in
    I love you through all my thick and thins
    You’re my confidant and my best friend
    And I’ll love you until our endless end

    ♥♥♥

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  • Stuck Like Glue

    Originally published online Aug 30, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Stuck Like Glue by Melodie Yvonne

    My love for you is like the glue
    That holds the tides tight to the moon
    And all these days that fly on by
    Will never get a wanderin’ eye

    I try and try to break on through
    This heartache that’s been left by you
    But all these days fly by so fast
    And all my longing lasts and lasts

    My love for you is super glue
    That holds my forlorn heart to you
    And worry is as worry does
    So far away but still my love

    I try and try to move along
    When all my hope that’s left is gone
    But still somehow I’m bound to you
    I’m bound and stuck like super glue

    My love for you is like the glue
    That holds the tides tight to the moon
    And all these days that flew on by
    I didn’t want to say goodbye

    My love for you is like the moon
    Orbiting forever you
    And my heart’s stuck like superglue
    To your heart that’s just bound by you

    But my heart’s stuck like glue

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  • Seed Guzzler Part Mine: I Gave Eight and Owe Me One

    Originally published online Aug 11, 2018 & in the print collection Seed Guzzler: And Other Succubi — available here

    Neglect for seeing others ways
    Is how you run them all away
    See just because you’re kinda smarter
    Doesn’t get you any farther

    And you don’t hear what they’re saying
    Even when they play your way
    ‘Cause you’re too busy passing judgment
    To done notice all your fun went

    You’re too busy seeing wrongs
    To even try to get along
    And you’ve been this way oh so long
    That you’ve forgotten you’re a song

    You forgot how to be playful
    You forgot this world is beautiful
    ‘Cause you just see all the worst
    You point out all the bad things first

    And then you throw in your two cents
    Like your opinion pays the rent
    Like money’s evil but yours spends
    And then you think you own your friends

    You’re too busy seeing wrongs
    To even try to get along
    And you’ve been this way oh so long
    That you’ve forgotten you’re a song

    Yeah you’ve worked hard and earned your dreams
    But that don’t give you rights to things
    Lucky yes, but you’re not special
    Yet somehow you’ve got a head full

    You’re not better or a victim
    Everybody’s life’s got friction
    And it goes bad in an instant
    Cast the first stone when you’ve not sinned

    You’re too busy seeing wrongs
    To even try to get along
    And you’ve been this way oh so long
    That you’ve forgotten you’re a song

    Yeah I’m too busy seeing wrongs
    To even try to get along
    And I’ve been this way oh so long
    That I’ve forgotten I’m a song

    Yeah I’ve been this way oh so long that I forgot my song

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  • Seed Guzzler Part Ate is Enough

    Originally published online Aug 10, 2018 & in the print collection Seed Guzzler: And Other Succubi — available here

    You’ve got a list of your fake friends
    That scrolls and scrolls and never ends
    But you’ve just gotta get some more
    ‘Cause love don’t count lest you’re adored

    Your morals come straight from the masses
    Even if they’re wholly classless
    You make thoughts and prayers prevalent
    But whenever’s most convenient

    Make a place for hearts to rent
    Then bleed them dry until they’re spent
    Then you just go talk shit about them
    And how you’ll go on without them

    One day this the next it’s that
    You’re never happy where you’re at
    You pick and choose all your own truths
    ‘Til even you’re a bit confused

    And then when all the dramas peaked
    You leave and turn the other cheek
    You shake your head and point the finger
    Makin’ sure that you stay cleaner

    Make a place for hearts to rent
    Then bleed them dry until they’re spent
    Then you just go and move them out
    ‘Cause you’re the one it’s all about

    Now you act sad that you’re alone
    Until you’re pickin’ up that phone
    You make a line and call some numbers
    Find out who can heal your bummers

    Then it all just starts again
    Your big ole list of big fake friends
    You make a purge then get some more
    ‘Cause all you are’s a goodtime whore

    You make a place for hearts to rent
    You bleed them dry until they’re spent
    Then you just go and bleed some more
    ‘Cause all you are’s a goodtime whore

    Yeah you just go and bleed some more
    ‘Cause all you are’s a goodtime whore

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  • Seed Guzzler part Seventh Heaven: A Pretty Girl is Like a Malady

    Originally published online Aug 1, 2018 & in the print collection Seed Guzzler: And Other Succubi — available here

    He should really be ashamed
    For playing games with peoples brains
    He’s just a lil succubus
    Misogynistic blunderbuss

    He’s fake as fuck and’ll pass the buck
    The second he runs outta luck
    He’s nothing but a sycophant
    A midlife crisis bloated cunt

    And virgin sacrifice won’t save him
    God’s done showed me his full plan and
    Sent a lust fueled arsonist
    To open up our eyes for us

    But somehow even this don’t save him
    ‘Cause he just won’t take the blame and
    If he won’t just fix his self then
    He’s just hurtin’ everyone else

    Evil right down to the core
    God sent him fire he asked for more
    He’s nothing but a pedophile
    Who’s lucky I don’t judge his trial

    ‘Cause unemployed he’d have no lawyer
    Even meth hoes won’t take bitcoins
    And there’d be no plea or barter
    For this selfish fake ass martyr

    So here’s hopin he gets saved soon
    Keeps on prayin and sees the light too
    And here’s hoping he’s got Jesus
    When he gets judged for his victims

    Cause there’s no one left to save him
    If he won’t just take the blame and
    If he won’t just fix his self then
    He’s a black hole straight to hell

    There’s sure no one left to save him
    Cause he just won’t take the blame and
    If he won’t just fix his self then
    He’ll keep hurtin everyone else

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  • Seed Guzzler Part Five Inch Nails: The Manicured Methiah

    Originally published online Dec 28, 2017 & in the print collection Seed Guzzler: And Other Succubi — available here

    There once was a girl with a big strand of pearls
    Shoved real far right on up in her ass
    She thought she was better than everyone else
    But money just don’t buy you class

    She’ll act like she’s nice, she’ll give you advice
    Then she’ll turn ‘round and tip you a 20
    ‘Cause she’s talking down with her big toothless frown
    She just made you a bitch with her money

    Shove those green dollar bills straight up your ass
    I don’t worship money, I’ll not kiss your ass
    You’re not gonna win with somebody like me
    ‘Cause you can’t buy respect and it sure don’t come free

    Little Miss Rich Bitch just acts like a snitch bitch
    When she doesn’t get her own way
    She gets in a panic like she’s a Satanic
    And won’t hear the things that you say

    She’s just like a toddler throwin’ fits in the Walmart
    A spoiled brat that’s kickin’ your seat
    She’ll sulk and feel sorry ‘til it’s her pity party
    But you can’t buy respect like new teeth

    Shove those green dollar bills straight up your ass
    I don’t worship money, I’ll not kiss your ass
    You’re not gonna win with somebody like me
    ‘Cause you can’t buy respect and it sure don’t come free

    “Do you know who I am?” is the call of her clan
    And she’ll shout it ‘til everyone hears her
    She’ll shove to the front with insatiable wants
    Tryin’ her best to make everyone fear her

    She eats in excess ‘til she vomits a mess
    ‘Cause she’d die without all the attention
    Now she’s growin’ old without being told
    That spoiled bitch ain’t a mental affliction

    Shove those green dollar bills straight up your ass
    I don’t worship money, I’ll not kiss your ass
    You’re not gonna win with somebody like me
    ‘Cause you can’t buy respect and it sure don’t come free

    Now soon it’ll be late when she learns of her fate
    Broke, alone, and with no one to love her
    Soon all of the sudden that karmas a-comin
    And she better be runnin’ for cover

    Shove those green dollar bills straight up your ass
    I don’t worship money, I’ll not kiss your ass
    You’re not gonna win with somebody like me
    ‘Cause you can’t buy respect and it sure don’t come free

    Oh you can’t buy respect and it sure don’t come free

    ♥♥♥

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  • Hope Insomniac

    Originally published online Aug 6, 2018 & in the collection Photographic Memories: Deux Mille Dix-Huit — available here

    Hope Insomniac by Melodie Yvonne

    I’ve never been so much in love that didn’t love me back
    My heart is aching oh so much it feels like an attack
    My brain is all clogged up and all my thoughts are out of whack
    And all I can do is lay awake and wish you’d want me back

    My mind is itching with these thoughts of you that I can’t scratch
    Ingesting all these chemicals to fill up what I lack
    But now I squint my eyes and see that all my blue is black
    And all I can do is lay awake and wish you’d want me back

    Yeah all I can do is lay awake and wish you’d want me back
    You’ve turned me into nothing but a hope insomniac
    I’ve never been so much in love that didn’t love me back
    Yeah all I can do is lay awake and wish you’d want me back

    ♥♥♥

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