Poetry by Melodie Yvonne

Words from a gonzoesque life in an oh so gonzoless world

  • Just Like You

    Originally published online Nov 23, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    You gave me your story just like the crow and
    behind my eyes it throbs and throws tantrums

    I wanna still die a bit every day and
    waking without you just makes me insane

    You built me so high, so high that I flew and
    I always wanted to be just like you
    The you that I know, though, not you that your lies hid
    The truth has a way to catch up and it’s frightening

    Now what I see is you wanna be me and
    tell you the truth I wanna be free and

    my runnin’ away is runnin’ inside but
    these walls that I built just won’t let me hide in

    You built me so high, so high that I flew and
    I always wanted to be just like you
    The you that I know, though, not you that your lies hid
    The truth has a way to catch up and it’s frightening

    Innocence killed when that monster killed you and
    we’re all undone by a tall tale that grew one

    Fifteen years gone now our lives fall away and
    I still wanna save you most every day

    You built me so high, so high that I flew and
    I always wanted to be just like you
    The you that I know, though, not you that your lies hid
    Your truth had a way with my heart and it’s frightened

    Your truth had its way with my heart and it’s frightened
    Your truth had its way with my soul and I’m frightened
    Your truth had its way now I’m frightened

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  • My Girl Punkin

    Originally published online Nov 19, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    My heart is still aching without your fur face
    My smile is a frown without your fur embrace

    How will I ever be happy again
    without my girl Punkin she was my best friend

    I miss those wet kisses and head on my knee
    to tell me to pause life and set my child free

    I miss all your snoring and your silly faces
    I miss how your tail wagged when we’d go places

    Oh how will I ever be happy again
    without my dear Punkin she was my best friend

    It’s getting cold now soon snow on the ground
    It’ll be even harder without you around

    I don’t know how well I’ll survive this cold winter
    ‘Cause when I got sad I’d snuggle up with her

    How will I ever be happy again
    without my girl Punkin she was my best friend

    So suddenly everything’s all in upheaval
    I’m prayin’ and prayin’ that this all will end well

    But without my Punkin it just as well end
    ‘Cause my Punkin is gone and she was my best friend

    Oh how will I ever be happy again
    without my girl Punkin she was my best friend

    Oh how will, how will I ever again
    be without Punkin she was my best friend

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    Punkin Butt ❤ July 6, 2009 – October 30, 2016 ❤

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  • Don’t Say I’m Sorry

    Originally published online Nov 15, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Don’t say I’m sorry
    Just walk away
    I promise I’ll give you
    at least one more day

    Don’t say I’m sorry
    Don’t you turn red
    You’re the first time I’ve felt
    at home in my head

    Don’t say I’m sorry
    Don’t bow those eyes
    We’ve all got our parts that
    we wanna disguise

    Don’t say I’m sorry
    Don’t fall apart
    I need your strength
    to patch up my heart

    Don’t say I’m sorry
    Just say you’ll be
    Never be sorry your
    soul’s just like me

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  • Pall Mall 100s In An Orange Box

    Originally published online Nov 13, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Pall mall 100s in an orange box
    Carryin’ hiedi ‘cause she’s feelin lost
    Saddlin’ me like I’m a mule
    She rides me like I’m a fool

    Vodka leers and cigarette smiles
    Light her eyes just like a child
    But she’s feelin’ rather edgy
    Waitin’ on my slow ass lefty

    Pall mall 100s in an orange box
    She likes it straight not on the rocks
    Speakin’ her truths feisty as fuck
    Think you’re hard she’ll prove you’re not

    Walk in the door she struts her stuff
    Bendin’ for only her pill poppin’ pup
    But now again she’s feelin’ edgy
    Waitin’ on my slow ass lefty

    Pall Mall 100s in an orange box
    Drivin’ down ninth feelin’ for cops
    Oldies on benches like corner whores
    Secret dialed codes unlockin’ doors

    Spirited tongue and nicotine lips
    Shelves full of Elvis’s swivelin’ hips
    Arthritic feet shuffle the floor
    Horoscope ashtray sits by the door

    Pall Mall 100s in an orange box
    Hiedi’s there now so I can get lost
    Ridin’ down slow crossin’ the lot
    Doubled up bitches callin’ shots

    Drive away slow, miss her already
    Headin’ back home ‘cause it keeps me steady
    This time it’s me who’s feelin’ edgy
    Time to burn my slow ass lefty

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  • I See

    Originally published online Nov 10, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    I see the film grain that makes up the world
    And the little things makin’ up you
    I see the struggles in everyone’s life
    And I see all your fears become truths

    I see your heart become long for this world
    With your pessimist realist views
    I see you tie ropes so tight ’round your neck
    Tourniquets happiness can’t get through

    I see the humans that make up this world
    But all you see is cannibal’s stew
    I see unique visual snowflakes surround
    But you wait for the rain to ensue

    I see the walls you built ’round your small world
    But the cage that you built I outgrew
    I see a person and not wunderkind
    You’re not the same you that I knew

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  • Seed Guzzler Part Deux: Ode to An Inebriated Enchantress

    Originally published online Nov 9, 2016 & in the print collection Seed Guzzler: And Other Succubi — available here

    Gettin’ dressed up for a night on the town
    Makin real sure boobs hang outta her gown
    Slatherin’ makeup on big bright doe eyes
    Remove that concealer you’ll get a surprise

    Hiding her horns with tentacle arms
    that wave with medusa-like seductive charms
    She’s got the look, but talks not her skill
    Personality free, but her mouth pays the bills

    Struttin’ around like slutty the fox
    This girl sure can gurgle a gaggle of cocks
    She’ll clamp right on quick with teeth filled vagina
    and once she tastes blood she’ll always find ya

    One’s not enough she’s got vents and two hands
    Fillin’ her pockets not sharing with friends
    Bendin’ her elbows and not long she’s sober
    She pulls back her beef curtains then she bends over

    Hiding her horns with tentacle arms
    that wave with medusa-like seductive charms
    She’s got the look, but talks not her skill
    Personality free, but her mouth pays the bills

    Selfish she lays like a dead fish while fucking
    You’ll try to pull out once she starts soul sucking
    but if you stay still and real quiet like a mouse
    you’ll hear her soul whisper, “Look my boobs are out!”

    Try not to look or again you’re a goner
    She’ll bat her lashes ‘til you want her longer
    Then you succumb and she’ll always forgive you
    and you’ll bring more flesh for her teeth to sink into

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  • Jeffrey’s Pipe Dream

    Originally published online Nov 5, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    This is fucking real, and this is fucking happening
    These our lives that matter, and it’s time we stood for something
    Underpaid to fight the good fight, trying to make a difference
    Let go your thoughts, look in my eyes, lay back, and take a listen

    Looking at Dakota’s pipeline
    It’s a pipe dream, but it’s night-time
    Looking at it from a wrong mind
    Sacrilegious dogs feed primetime

    Politics and corporate greed
    quickly get us nowhere free
    Blindly dig themselves up something
    Eat our souls just like The Nothing

    This is fucking real, and this is fucking happening
    These our lives that matter, and it’s time we stood for something
    Underpaid to fight the good fight, trying to make a difference
    Let go your thoughts, look in my eyes, lay back, and take a listen

    Government blind to the natives
    Squawking pigs don’t represent us
    Taking land with brute armed forces
    Tyranny empire enforcers

    Hollywood paid to be faithful
    My words may not be so graceful
    But I’ll make one kind of difference
    With my free speech groove deliverance

    This is fucking real, and this is fucking happening
    These our lives that matter, and it’s time we stood for something
    Underpaid to fight the good fight, trying to make a difference
    Use my grooves to save what’s right, and wipe away the ignorance

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  • Blue Dream Eyes

    Originally published online Oct 23, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    Being tethered to you makes my soul want to vomit
    Sooner punch you than text you if I’m to be honest
    I’m sick of you lookin’ like you got a problem
    That’s a good way to get me to step up and solve it

    I need you more now than I needed you truly
    Without your blue dream eyes I get unruly
    If your eyes will still hold me I’ll still be your friend
    I’ll be lucky or screwed by your draw in my end

    I’ve given you chances that you threw away
    So suck up those eyes ’cause I’m not gonna play
    All that I wanted was being inside you
    but coveting eyeballs got lids that I outgrew

    I need you more now than I needed you truly
    Without your blue dream eyes I get unruly
    If your eyes will still me hold I’ll still be your friend
    I’ll be lucky or screwed by your draw in my end

    Now move it along, you’ve chosen your path
    I hope what you found is a love that’ll last
    ‘Cause I think I’m done as a hopeless romantic
    and all my ridiculous amorous antics

    I need you more now than I needed you truly
    Without your blue dream eyes I get unruly
    If your eyes will still hold me I’ll still be your friend
    I’ll be lucky or screwed by your draw in my end

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  • I Don’t Wanna Go

    Originally published online Oct 16, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    I don’t wanna go inside today
    I wanna stay in the sun and play
    I’m done with all these skeevy people
    Using me so they will reap well

    Helping me but only half-assed
    Passive fiends all seem so harmless
    So I’m gonna stay outside
    No one says I go says I

    I don’t wanna go outside today
    I don’t wanna go in the sun’s harsh rays
    Burning through me like a hot knife
    Ending me through my blue eye’s life

    Leaving me out all exposed
    He’s gonna see my ducks unrowed
    I feel like I should run and hide now
    His eyes see inside me somehow

    I don’t wanna live my life today
    My insides toxic, stay away
    I’m done with all these secret glances
    Puking vibes and making messes

    Showing me for who I am
    Just a frightened slaughtered lamb
    Slipping on a fine wolf coat
    ‘Cause right on back inside I go

    I don’t wanna go inside today
    I don’t wanna go outside today
    I don’t wanna live my life today
    I don’t wanna go inside today

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  • Meticulous Ridiculous

    Originally published online Oct 8, 2016 & in the print collection Photographic Memories: The Neverending Sequel — available here

    I know I’m quite ridiculous
    but really I’m meticulous
    ‘bout all the little things I do to please you

    And once upon a little while
    I do my most to make you smile
    ‘cause seeing your sweet face makes me inclined to

    I wish someday I would get real
    and stop this crazy shit I feel
    these molehills into mountains I must hike through

    Bipolar happy mediums
    are still my only closest friends
    and all I am is what I am designed to

    So now I must erase your face
    and put me back into my place
    rebuild these concrete walls that you can’t cut through

    I’ll galvanize this little heart
    and make you stop before you start
    and hide my stealthy heart from you in plain view

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